So far I've broken up with Connor he was cheating on me with a sweet guy who doesn't deserve it an to make it worst ._. He was my friend xD like seriously? I've been thinking about Sam dexter and Zach a lot :/ I just miss them they were less drama. .~. Hmm I've thought about killing myself server all times this past week. Like legit. I've cut so much and been high and drunk. I'm just so done. I don't wanna date anymore I don't love anyone else like I did Sam. I'm stupid very very very stupid but you know. I'm just done. >_<
