I think Sam is breaking up with me I get I'm a bad boyfriend an all But I still love him .... I know I don't tell anyone anything an it's weird for me to tell him. I just wish I had another chance I don't wanna lose him I love Sam he's just a amazing guy. I remember once we talked for 11 hours it was amazing we kinda ran out of things to say but ya know it was just a fun time. I wanna tell him more but it's weird... I want Sam. I don't know how to say it any other way I love him it's just if Breaking up with me will make him happy alright it's done I just love him. I don't know what else to say I'm like almost in tears
