I just can't even start ... Sammy fucking shit Sammy. I want him like crazy I can't stop thinking about him no matter how much I drink or smoke it turns to Sammy I had a dream last night that Sam and me were cuddling kissing and just AHHH it was perfect then I woke up... I know I can't have him I just want him like crazy god damn I don't know what to do! I just really want him. In like I want him to love me back not the sexual way
