It saddens me,
That I'm not the cause,
Of your laughter,
Smiles or happy tears.
I wished I was,
But I'm not,
And I have to accept that.
Even though you are the reason,
To my happiness which I thought I would never see again,
Why I'm addicted to smiling all the time,
To the extra burst of energy I get when I'm laughing,
And why I look forward to waking up in the morning every single day since I've met you,
I know that I'm not yours,
I know that when you laugh,
I wasn't the one who cracked the joke.
I know that when you smile,
I wasn't the one who caused it,
And I know that when you shed tears of happiness,
I wasn't the one who you would miss.
It saddens me a lot,
And that's okay,
I guess.
