Seeing you that day in class,
Wasn't the first time,
I've bumped into you once,
Or twice or maybe three times before,
But I never really saw who you truly were until you talked to me,
Until we accidentally sat next to each other,
And made conversation,
The first I had in a while with a complete stranger,
You weren't a stranger though,
Because I had a feeling you would come into my life and leave a mark, a scar,
However I shook the feeling away,
And I shouldn't have,
I should've prepared myself for you,
But then again,
When you made your way into my heart,
It was the happiest moment that I could ever remember,
Where you blossomed my heart to leave room for you,
After days of uncertainty and obscurity,
You stepped into my life,
And called it home,
I'm so sorry I didn't let you stay,
You didn't deserve what I had to offer,
And I most certainly didn't deserve what you had to give,
Even though you filled the emptiness with sparks and fire,
I couldn't use you like that,
I didn't know if what I was feeling was real or not.
