I want to pour my heart out for you,
I want to hold you in my arms,
And fill every inch of your mind with memories of us.
I talked to you today,
Did you hear the nervousness in my voice?
Or the way my fingers trembled like it was a cold day?
I got nothing out of you,
Your eyes were still,
Your lips were pressed together,
And your perfect white teeth weren't shown.
If I love you so much,
How come I never make the effort to go up and talk to you every single day?
I don't know why.
Maybe because I get so lost in my feelings for you,
That I never want to find a way out,
Never want to face you rejecting me,
Like all those other times,
Where I had to pull myself together,
And start all over again.
