pleasure of pain

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  ahziyah's p.o.v

Kyra was still sleeping and the nurse came in to check her pulse. "um... do you have to do that now? she is just getting to sleep and she tossed and turned all night..." I whispered. The nurse nodded. "I'm not sleep" Kyra said out if nowhere. "I wish you'll go to sleep" I spoke. "And I wish you'll go home" she said opening her eyes. We laughed. "Go to sleep" I responded. she nodded and I sung her a song. "hold my hand... ooh baby it's a long way down.... to the bottom of the river" I sung and she began to go to sleep. How does that song make you sleep?

After a few minutes, she starts tossing and turning again. What are you dreaming about?....

   kyra's p.o.v

   ~dream~

"Hi I'm Shawn" Shawn spoke while shaking my hand. "Kyra" I responded. It was the first day of high school. Me and Shawn had known each other for a while, but every year we act like we're just meeting. As always Shawn, ahziyah, and I sat in the back of the class talking away. Ahziyah left to take her PSAT. So it was just me and Shawn. We always had a silent attraction for each other. But I was not prepared for the note he wrote me. "If you were mine and we were alone, I would give it to you right here right now. I wanna show you what pain feels like, how much pleasure it gives you. You've always been shy, let me open you up" the note read. I was stunned. I'm a virgin and I grew up in the country, I've never been exposed to anything like this before. I like it, a lot. He started to touch my private under the desk. He put his hands under my skirt And did it again. It felt right. like really good. I need help. God why does it feel so good.

  Later that night, I was doing my homework on the balcony in my room. I see Shawn climbing up my tree and onto my balcony. We nodded at each other. We ordered pizza and had a few drinks. "Let me touch you. Just one time. If you don't like it I'll stop" he said while trying to kiss my neck. I just nodded. He began to unbutton my shirt, then he undid my bra. My breast aren't small so I held on to my double D's. He then laid me down slowly and pulled off my skirt, licking me up and down. He was about to go in, when I stopped him. "I know your a pro, but please be gentile with me" I whispered and he nodded. We started to go in and I moaned and screamed in pleasure. I'm fourteen and having sex with my best Friend. After about ten minutes we stopped, and I sat in the corner. "Leave" I whispered in anger. "what" Shawn said putting his clothes on. "You took something from me and I hate you. Leave. GET OUT NOW!" I cried while pushing him out. After he left, I sat there and cried. What am i doing? Why is this happening. I wanna wake up. GOD LET ME WAKE UP!!!

  ahziyah's p.o.v

"doctor, doctor! look at her." I yelled while pulling the doctor into the room. The doctor woke her up and told her to calm down and she took some pills. "Are you OK?" I questioned her. "It might be his." she whispered. "OK. what is going on?" I said with a confused look. "The baby. I had sex with Shawn and sevon within the same week. The same week the baby was conceived." she cried. Three words. WHAT THE FUCK!