New Beginning

Chapter 9

Y'all probz hate me for that last chapter haha. 

Madison's POV-

I don't think I can describe how it feels, the pain of watching someone you love, go after someone else. It hurts like a bitch though.

But I think what hurt more was he fact that I'm keeping this to myself instead of confronting him. The only reason I'm so scared to tell him is because I really love Jack and I don't want him to leave me for the other girl. If that ever happened, I don't know what I would do with myself.

Every damn time he leaves the house, I always tear up at the thought that he may not actually be going go the grocery store, baby shopping for Anya, or even just out with friends.

He's lost my trust.

"You have to tell him sometime Mads, I can't deal with you crying every time he walks out that door. I'm also running out if excuses to tell Johnson why you're always so mopey."

"Anya I don't want to lose him." I cried into her arms for what felt like the millionth time this week.

"When he comes back, I swear to god, you and I are going to go up to him and tell him, ok?"

I simply nodded my head a little.

"I'm gonna go upstairs for a bit." She stopped me before I went up the stairs.

"Babe, destroy some of his things for me please will you?"

I laughed a little.

I'm wondering if she was sarcastic or not.

Who the hell cares I'm destroying his stuff.

I first grabbed the picture of us. I grabbed a sharpie from the desk and started writing in the glass.

I thought you would never hurt me. Is what I wrote in the glass.

I grabbed his pillow and the sharpie again.

I thought I was the only one you slept next to. Apparently not. Is what I wrote.

I also grabbed the lamp and wrote on it too.

You said I was the only light in your life.

I grabbed some of his stuff and just threw it to the floor.

"Fucking bitch!" I screamed as I threw his clothes on the floor.

I heard someone rush up the stairs.

"Babe what's wrong?" The devil himself has arrived.

I just walked out.

Leaving him to read all the notes I left for him.

Jack's POV-

I looked around the room to see a bunch of writing and my clothes all over the floor.

I thought you would never hurt me.

I thought I was the only one you slept next to. Apparently not.

You said I was the only light in your life.

"Goddamit! Stupid! God, I'm such a fucking idiot!" I sat on the bed and put my head in my hands.

I started crying.

I never should have gone to that girl. Whatever the fuck her name was.

Never in my life have I felt this much regret.