New Beginning

Chapter 11

Jack's POV-

My phone was blowing up with notifications. One beep after another.

It's this girl...the one who caused everything. 

I called her, she answered after 2 rings. "Hey?"

"Stop calling me." I hung up.

I walked back into the room and find Madison awake. "You're awake!" I rushed to hug her but when I pulled away, there was something in her eyes. 

Fear, anger, and sadness is what I could see in her eyes.

Fear, for the fact that she's in a hospital.

Anger, for what I did to her.

Sadness, for my mistake.

All these emotions, are caused by me. I caused her pain, anger, fear, and sadness. I promised her I would never hurt her, but I did. I promised her I would never make her sad, but I did.

"Jack leave."

"W-What?"

"I said leave Jack. Right now please."

"Baby please no." I begged her.

"Jack, god, do you know how much I love you?"

"Then let me stay."

"I can't Jack. Because as much as I love you, I also need to think about myself. Am I willing to go through all this pain again?"

"Baby, I promise. I won't hurt you."

"Too late." I walked out.

I've lost her.

And I've lost my child too.

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Madison was out of the hospital and I was willing to try one more time.

One more try.

"Madison!" I yelled as I saw her walking in the park.

"Jack, leave me alone."

"Madison, look me right in the eyes and tell me to leave you alone and I will baby, I promise."

She didn't say anything.

"Goddammit Madison! What do you want? Please tell me!"

"I want a new beginning. Jack, I want you to forget us, the memories of us. You know why? Because we're both not happy with each other. So let's go and write another chapter of our lives. Let's make it have a new beginning, and a new ending. But this time, you won't be in mine, and I won't be in yours."

"Madison, I want us so badly, but if you don't want us, that's okay." I looked down.

We walked our separate ways.

I didn't look back, I didn't walk back.

I just kept moving forward.

Moving towards the new beginning.

Madison' POV-

I want a new beginning. Jack, I want you to forget us, the memories of us. You know why? Because we're both not happy with each other. So let's go and write another chapter of our lives. Let's make it have a new beginning, and a new ending. But this time, you won't be in mine, and I won't be in yours." I said, tears falling down my face.

"Madison, I want us so badly, but if you don't want us, that's okay." He looked down and walked away.

We walked our separate ways.

I looked back, hoping that we would both run back to each other and tell each other how much we love each other.

But as I looked back, I realized that this, my life, isn't some cliché movie.

And that we both didn't really love each other.

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"Anya, I can feel already that this baby will hate me."

"Why?"

"It won't stop kicking."

"Hey hey, its worse when your eight months, its just like their like "fuck this womb, get me out of here" type of kick."

"Ughhh, pregnancy is so hard."

"Deal with it. At least when your kid is older, you can say, 'I carried you for 9 fucking months don't complain.'"

I made a disgusted face. "My mom used to always use that one on me."

"Well then don't be that mom." We laughed a little.

"So what is the gender?"

"I don't know, I'm hoping for a girl."

"Why?"

"So our kids can date."

"Your daughter/son will not go near my child. He's probably as horrible as gilin-" She stopped herself.

I sighed and went upstairs to lay down.

Why can't things be simple?