New Beginning

Chapter 29

Trigger warning

Madison's POV-

"One more time please!" I said, pulling Jack to the spinning teacups again.

"Last time Mads." He said sternly.

"Ok, ok. I promise."

This was our third time on the ride, and I'm pretty sure Jack was getting annoyed.

Whatever.

We got in line and started talking about random stuff until someone interrupted us.

"And we meet again. The selfish little bitch, and her manwhore." Maggie said.

I pulled Bella closer to me. "What are you doing here?"

"I'm not allowed to be in Disneyland? Wow." She said, putting a hand over her heart as if she was hurt.

"Get the hell away from us." Jack said.

"Oh but Jack, don't you miss fucking the life out of me? Or did you like it better when we did it behind Madison's back better?"

Tears prickled my eyes. "What do you want from us?"

"I just want Jack."

"Big fucking problem there you bitch, I don't want you." Jack said

"Oh but Jack, I want you. And I don't care what I have to do. You'll be mine again." She walked off.

"Jack can we go back?"

"But I thought-"

"Please, I don't feel well."

Of course I don't feel well. How would you feel if your best friend, the person you trust the most, started giving you threats all because she wanted your husband?

Pretty shitty, I know.

I always thought I could trust her, but I guess people like that are rare these days.

All you find are fake basic bitches.

We reached the hotel and I immediately laid down with Bella and Alex. Before I fell asleep I told them something that was very important.

"Never become like that. Stay my kind, loving, and caring little babies."

Jack's POV-

After the encounter with Maggie, Madison barely talked to me.

But I mean I get it. I cheated on her with her best friend.

So badly I want to punch that bitch, slam her head through the wall, then take her to the hospital. (I feel bad ok?)

I went inside the bathroom to take a shower.

As the hot water ran down my back, I started thinking of the events that took place today.

I just wanted a good day with my wife and kids.

But I can never have one of those can I?

I started crying.

I stopped the shower and walked to the sink, where our pouch of razers were kept.

I got one out and slid it across my stomach. I don't need Madison knowing about this, so my stomach was the safest area.

I cried softly each time I made the cut.

Because I'm a shitty boyfriend.

I'll never be good enough for Madison.

And because I'll never deserve her or my kids.

I looked at myself in the mirror.

Failure.

Joke.

Loser.

"I'm sorry." I said as I sank down to the floor, crying.