A Mates Rejection

Chapter one

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Elmo

"You will NEVER be my mate or luna of this pack your just a fat, ugly , waste of space . "

I couldn't even speak as he barked at me.

"I luke Mason Abernathy future alpha of the dark moon pack here by reject you Lilly skylark as my mate". And with that he stormed out the kitchen.

His words kept swimming through my mind ,

I know I'm not amazingly beautiful but I can't be that repulsive can I ?

Maybe all the horrible things Luke , johnny and there group have been shouting at me are true maybe I am a waste of space if my own mate ,

The one person I thought would protect me from these people and would tell me I was pretty doesn't want me , my mate turned out to be the one who has been shouting the abuse at me ,well him my brother and the whole pack really.

I must be if my soul mate can't stand me

"NO your beautiful , WE ARE BEAUTIFUL" Maya my wolf barks but soothes me at the same time "and if Luke and logan can't see that then they don't deserve us" she says in a soft but firm voice ,

Maya's really the only person who talks to me and it's her that makes me love being a werewolf even through the worst bits ,

She was the only one there for me when I shifted , the pain made me want to just die there and then but she talked to me and told me it would all get better ,

I knew deep down she would help me through this as well but I can hear the sadness in her voice and I have to remember I'm not the only one that just got rejected.

" I could go back and see if he'll change his mind , I can see you want to be with Logan ( Luke's wolf) and I don't want you to be upset" I say it softly because I don't actually think I could go back to luke without breaking but if maya needs Logan then I will do what she needs.

" Lilly I won't do that to you , and If Luke has rejected you then Logan has done the same to me , I can see you don't want to face Luke"

Thank god she understands , but how am I going to deal with seeing him everyday with girls hanging all over him , We live in the same house for Petes sake. I'll have to live with johnny taunting me about having no mate forever now while , my mates off with some other girl.

" now we will not do that , I let you get beaten and bullied because you told me when we found are mate it would change but we both know that won't happen , and I will not just stand back while we BOTH get beaten and bullied " I know she's right but I don't know what we can do.

I just slump down onto the kitchen floor and look at the sandwich I was making before Luke came in and well you know what happened... I don't think I could eat any more , i just want to curl up and sleep as I feel my heart breaking ,

The part where my mates love would fill just tears away leaving me empty

" Maya ......" I whisper " Maya what are we going to do? " it hurts to much I can't stay and feel this.

"we've gotta leave lilly ,staying here will only hurt us more ,we're gonna leave and get away from this god awful pack".

" we can't do that what about mum and dads memories the , one time I thought about leaving johnny punched me and said I was a disgrace To them and it's my fault there gone " I just break down as i say that and the tears just fall onto the floor.

" you know that's not true and they wouldn't want you being abused , I don't care if there is one person here related by blood ,family don't act like this an you know that "

I start to feel her anger and strength flowing through her voice it fills me up, I know that we have to leave and as long as its far from here we'll be fine.

" we're going tonight maya , the whole packs gone out I'll get a bag with some clothes and money then we'll leave ".

With that I leave the kitchen and jog to the top of the house where my room is , I know my rooms in the attic how ironic.

Well if you could call it a room, looking at it now all I see is an old rusty camp bed with grey sheets , a set of draws and my reading lamp .

although it does have an awesome colourful window that makes the off cream walls seem like a rainbow.

It always makes me think of my parents when we went out the last summer they were alive , before they were attacked and killed by rouges . We had gone camping in the Forrest I hadn't shifted yet but johnny had so mum carried me on her back and dad and johnny carried the equipment, it had been raining but then went really sunny and there was a huge rainbow that reflected on the surface of the lake.

Every time I tried to talk to johnny about it he pretended it never happened but I guess he doesn't like to remember any times he was nice to me.

Once I snapped out my thoughts I realised I had packed the clothes I had and all the money I had saved , and of course a picture of mum and dad the there wedding rings that joined together made a wolf and moon.

" Ready , is there anything else you think we'll need ?". I asked maya

" Nope I don't think so we will be in wolf form most of the time , now let's get out of here"

I was nervous but maya seemed confident so without another word I walked out of the pack house and ran into the Forrest ,

I only looked back once just long enough to promise if I ever had to come back here every one who had hurt me would pay.

Keep running that's it just run , they'll all pay.

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