I cried enough tears to see my own reflection in them
And then it was clear
I can't deny, I really miss him
It's been 3 weeks since it happened. I was stupid enough to let him go just like that. I close my eyes and refreshed my memories and thought about the night I gave you up against the odds. I open them again and I finally decided I will do it. Do it right now.
To think that I was wrong
I guess you don't know what you got 'til it's gone
Pain is just a consequence of love
I'm sayin' sorry for the sake of us
I am sorry. I don't know how I will say that to him. Since, the night we fought I want to say sorry to him but I can't because I know sorry won't heal the wound on his heart. I fight back my tears and walk down the hallway. As I walk I can feel my body shaking, this is the first time I'll talk to him after 3 weeks. I have to do it, it's worth the shot and plus, I have nothing else to lose.
He wasn't my everything 'til we were nothing
And it's taking me a lot to say
But now that he's gone, my heart is missing something
So it's time I push my pride away
'Cause you are
You are
You are my everything
You are
You are
You are my everything
It's the after party of the football championship, our school won and to celebrate the success they threw a party at the school grounds. Music is blaring out of the 6 huge speakers that are standing around the fields. Students are dancing at the middle, some players are drinking in a red cups and I am sitting on the bench waiting for him. Then I saw him walking towards me. My everything. He stops when someone walks in his way and he smile at the person who is now talking to him. She got her phone and took a picture with him. I shook my head and went towards the table and got myself a red cup. He won't be here with me for awhile because, we both know how popular he can get when it comes to the field with girls. I drank the red cup and got another and went straight to the middle to dance the night away.
After a while someone grabs my hip and I backed away and face the pervert how touched me. "What do you think you're doing?" I shouted at him. He raised his both hands in the air and someone in the crowd moved towards me.
"Hey, what's going on here?" he says.
"Oh, great. You're finally here." I said to his face.
"Are you drunk?" he asks.
"Are you blind?" I shoot. "Of course I'm not drunk."
"Of course you are." he looks straight into my eyes. "Let's get you out of here."
"No. I don't want to go. Let me go." I said trying to get away from his hands but he gripped my hand harder and we stop at the end of the bench where nobody can bother us. He let me go and I rub my wrist where he gripped me. "What is your problem?"
"Nothing. You are drunk for goodness sake!"
"Well, you don't have to drag me out here to tell me that. Don't make some dramatic scene."
