Je Crois Entendre Encore

Love me Tender, love me true...

We got out the hall. Wow, the most intensive feeling in my life, even more intensive than... I don't wanna think about it! I still blamed myself for it.

But now, there was no space for blame or troubles. There was only me and David.

"It was amazing, wasn't it?" he looked into my eyes and smiled. "No, it wasn't. It was greater than everything. Something so great like this can't be described by any word, including 'amazing'. Maybe unbelievable, but nothing more." I tried to sound inteligent.

We both laughed and he held my hand. We stood next to his car. His eyes were deeply staring into mine.
I leaned on the car and he stood against me, holding my hips he kissing me passionately.

"I love you." I told him between long and intensive kisses. I felt like all my senses were numb and wide in the same time.

"Je t'aime" he said with his perfect accent. Oh jesus, I love when he speaks french to me. I kissed him on his cheek and he helped me with doors.

On the road the radio was off, we just talked. And most of the time I was making David to speak french. We laughed as he tried to teach me some sentences, but when I tried to repeat it, it sounded more like Japanese.

When we arrived home I invited him inside. I'd cooked dinner before the concert because I was sure I'll be hungry. I reheated it in microwave and served.

"What you wanna do?" he asked while eating. "I don't wanna listen to any music today. I want to save this concert in my head for a long time. We can maybe watch some films or something, or we can... Yes! You know how I was saing you about 'That seventies show'?" he noded
"So, it was great and I've finished it, but there is a new TV show I discovered. It's really cool. It's called 'Grimm' and it's kinda fantasy genre or something, but really, I like it. Would you like to see some episodes?"

I think he couldn't even refuse after seeing all that excitement in my eyes.
"Sure, why not."
"Great! I'm gonna find it online."

***

I think I'm gonna hate myself for skipping this episode by kissing David on the couch, but whatever, I can watch it again tomorrow. I was laying on him and we were kissing hard. I was running my fingers through his hair and taking small breaks to breath.

We were touching each other's body so closely. He took off my blouse and I undressed him. Our bodies were so warm and smooth. The episode had ended like ten minutes ago.

He tried to take my bra off. I smoothly stoped him.
"I've never been further than this." I whispered to his ear with weak voice.
"We can stop if you want."
"No way."

He took it off. When i felt his chest against my breasts it was satisfying, I felt...safe. I bit his lip and I was ready to take his pants off when the fuckin' telephone started to ring annoyingly.

"What the hell is going on?!" it ruined the atmosphere.
I got up and answered the call.David was warmly smiling at me. I winked on him seductively.

"Hello? Who is it?"
"Is there Vera Rose?" said an older man's voice.
"Yes, here. Who's calling?" I asked nervously.

"My name is Richard Raimond, I'm a doctor. I'm very sorry for being the one who's telling you this. Today, your father died after a hard heart attack." my smile disappeared from my face. I was quiet for a while.

"Is everything okay?" David asked quietly.
"Where is he now?" I questioned the doctor.
"In the saint Maria hospital in Nebraska."

"I will arrive tomorrow. Thank you. Good bye."
I just got what he said. It can't be true. No. No! I sat on the floor and cried, so loud. David quickly ran to me and hugged me without any words.
I was sitting on the floor, half naked, without a father.

***

"Are you sure you wanna do it?" David asked me and looked at me doubtfully. "Oh, C'mon, I've already packed all the stuff. Let's just do it."

I helped him to carry all boxes into his car. After it was done I checked my watch. Ferry is leaving at 5pm. We have some time.

After my dad died, and I graduated I decided to move to England. It was my lifetime dream so why not. I really needed to change the air.

David didn't want to left me, it was hard for him, but he eneded in the school and he said he wants to go with me, anywhere.

I got old so fast, I wasn't eighteen, I felt more like thiry years old lady, with cats and wrinkles. I'm not even sure what I'm gonna do in Europe. I'd like to write more songs and maybe work for someone, but listening to my own wishes I felt like five years old naive girl.

The last look on my beautiful ampartment. We got into the car and said goodbye to our old lives.