Bullied By Magcon

What Should I Do?

Austria's POV

I felt light, airy. I opened my eyes to see I'm in the clouds shining bright. I am finally in a better place!

Then I saw a figure walking up to me. I finally realized it was my mother. I ran up to her and cried in her shoulder. All of a sudden she pulled away from my grasp.

"Austria, this isn't the time to be up here. You're lucky you are wearing my lucky dress. But like I said, it's too early to come up here. But why didn't you tell me they were bulling you? I could've helped!" Mom remarked.

"Sorry mom, it's just that I don't like people knowing my problems! It's uncomfortable for me, them worrying about my problems." I remarked.

"But sometimes you can't keep it too yourself, Austria. You have to know that people can help you with this problem." Mom said with tears in her eyes.

Then mom took me my hand and lead me to this golden door.

I already knew what this door meant. I'm going back to the cruel world. I'm too young to be here. I have a life to live. I started crying over this. I'm just not meant to be there.

I hugged my mom and whispered in her ear:
I'll see you in the future.

I walked through the door and woke up with pain in my arm and stomach. I opened my eyes and saw them all in my room. My bullies. My bestfriends. My sister and stepsister. All in chairs sleeping soundly.

I looked at the clock and it said 2:36 am. I couldn't let them all see me at all. They would bombard me with questions and pleads of forgiveness for hours.

I slowly started to rise from my laying position. Then someone started calling Carter. I rushed to get back to my laying position. Carter looked up at me confused. He picked up his phone and talked to his mother for 15 minutes. When Carter finished he walked up to me and held my hand.

"Austria, I'm so sorry for doing this to you. I didn't realize we had 5 years to stop and say sorry. Now we took it too far and you are close to sleeping into a coma. It's all my fault. If you are in heaven and could hear me please come back. I'll tell you what happened after you jumped in. When you were in the bay a sharp rock entered your arm and stomach. We are lucky a scuba diver saw you bleeding and brought you to shore to call 911. We saw the paramedics loading you on the ambulance. We took Nash's car to the hospital. Everybody tried to follow you, but 3 doctors had to stop us and told us you had to go into emergency surgery to keep you alive. We waited for you to cone out of surgery for 2 hours. Then the doctor came out saying you survived but are close to sleeping into a coma. We are all broken to hear that. Then your sisters came and punched us all except Pierre and Analisse. Now we felt how it feels when we hurt you. I am truly sorry." Carter said with tears running down his face. A few tears ran down my arms into a cut.

Then all the guys came and patted him on the back with red, puffy eyes.

"She'll come back one day and forgive us after all we did. But when that happens we also have to tell her that she cuts. I saw when they pulled up jer sleeves. But at the bottom of our hearts we know she'll pull through for us and not sleep into a coma." Shawn said.

Oh, Shawn he was always the wise one. All of them left the room and started to head home. I looked carefully around the room and saw nobody in the room.

I was going to escape.