Trigger
Go to the pharmacy
Order blades the way you would order medication or fill a prescription.
After all it is the medicine you need
They refuse to believe that you need those pills and they don't to hear you go on about how you feel.
So
Fix it
Stay quiet
Go to the pharmacy
Order new shiny ones
Make sure they are shiny! So shining that the light from their reflection is blinding to your dark spirit. Let it burn from inside out.
Do not be afraid. The burning you feel is cleansing.
That is apart of the process. The real pain comes later on when everything is out of control. It will end with the scream of the shower!
It always ends with the scream of the shower.
Sometimes the sound of the shower will scare you. It will make you afraid. But be still friend. Its not louder than the noise you are used to, this is rather soothing. It washes away all that you have forcibly released from your own body.
Let it calm you.
Oops
Trigger.
Do not take advice from me.
