Heart stuck on you

chapter 5

Harry’s Pov:

She surly is pissed I can tell her pupils become massive, scary massive. I know I messed up I haven’t spoken to her in two years I have missed out on so much of her life, she has changed completely I hardly even recognised her when I saw her in the airport. She is all grown up; slimmer and the way she carries herself is so much more confident and I now know she isn’t that same scared girl I once knew. She probably does not want to ever speak to me again after I broke her promise but I’m going to make it my mission for her to forgive me and I will make sure of that.

AMY”S POV:

We reached home about an hour out of the city in Melbourne, I got out of the car and ran inside I was so excited because I’m going clubbing tonight with my girl Mel and I can’t wait to just forget about everything that happened today, I’m not going to let him get to me, I’m not going to even acknowledge him. I went into my room to grab a change of clothes and head to the bathroom to get ready  I felt a vibration coming from by back pocket of my jeans as I was walking to the bathroom, I pulled out my phone from my jeans it was another call from Mason he can’t even let me have a day without him annoying me about the break up I pressed the ignore button and headed down the hall to the bathroom, gladly Harry hasn’t bothered me since the airport probably because he knows I don’t want anything to do with him, I just keep thinking why he was here after all this time I mean he can’t of just come because of my birthday there has to be more to it. I got out of the shower and blow dried my hair and curled my hair I love playing with the curls springing them up and down. About an hour later I was ready to go it was about 6pm but Mel isn’t coming over till 8 to head off towards the city, I made my way down to the lounge room, Harry was in some sort of deep conversation with my mum and dad I had no clue what they were talking about but I knew it was about me they looked at me with a guilty look and changed the subject  acting like they were never having that conversation “Amy will you take Harry with you tonight I’m sure he would love to spend some time with you considering you have a few years to catch up on with each other and this way I know your safe in his hands and I don’t have to worry about something happening to you tonight” I stared her down there was no way that I am letting harry come with us, I know him and I know for a fact that he would just follow me around and be all protective. I sighed and regretfully rolled my eyes it was pretty obvious because mum gave me a scowl basically giving a don’t be so fucking rude expression. “Mum I know you worry and everything but this was supposed to be just a girl’s night I’m not trying to be rude (noting the sarcasm in my head I was definitely trying to be rude towards him)but I just don’t think it’s a good idea” mum was definitely angry I said that in front of him but I was just stating the obvious truth she knew that it was just supposed to  just be me and Mel and it’s my birthday like it should be my choice besides this should have been discussed privately because obviously now mums going to make me take him with me. She stood up making her way towards me “can I talk to you for a second in private” oh great she is going to make me feel bad but to be honest I don’t really care I have my reasons for being this way and she just doesn’t understand she wasn’t there when he left and she doesn’t know anything that’s happened since then, we walked into my room closing the door over a jar “Amy I know that you have your guard up and I know that I don’t completely know why you want to shut him out but please for me can you just give him another chance or at least just let him hang around you because I know that he misses you and you guys use to be so close, you use to tell him everything and frankly I hate this family divide and I’m worried sick about you, I feel that harry being here is good for you even if you don’t believe that”

I didn’t know she was feeling this, “mum you don’t need to worry about me I know that I have changed ever since you know what, but I’m slowly getting there and I really am trying, but things between me and Harry are complicated and it will never be as it used to, you have to know that because him being here, he will just try and change me when I am perfectly fine the way I am, I love you so much and I love that you care so much, and if it means this much to you Harry can come tonight but I am not going to forgive him this easily know that ok” she smiled at me and hugged me, I feel bad that she worries about me but she doesn’t need to because I am actually ok I use to be a mess but I got through it and I will never go back and relive that dark place I once was in.