Heart stuck on you

chapter 9

Amy’s Pov

A few days have passed since my rant with Harry and as much as I hate to admit it I am starting to get used to having him around I don’t fully trust him yet but he is putting in the effort to start fresh, at first I wasn’t use to having all his attention focused on me but now I have come to the conclusion of the saying “I will forgive but never forget” I am willing to build some sort of relationship with him but he has to realise I am not that same insecure girl he once knew, I have been through a lot of shit to still be that girl. Even though he is back doesn’t mean he is staying back I know what his job in tales and he will never give that up so at the moment I am not getting to close because I am never good with goodbyes. I have steered away from school for the past few days and spent it catching up with harry but I mostly just didn’t want to deal with the whole mason drama, he has non-stop called and texted me all week and its driving me up the walls I mean cant he take a hint that I am fucking done with him I know I have forgiven him all the other times but I am not doing it again I don’t think I have ever heard of someone getting back with their boyfriend after sleeping with one of their best friends who clearly in my eyes is now a complete slut I mean she obviously doesn’t give a shit because she hasn’t said one sorry to me since it happened. On another note Harry told me about his sudden love confession to Mel which on one side I find utterly weird because it’s my cousin and my practically called sister but on the other side I am extremely happy for them merely for Mel I haven’t seen her this happy since the time she had her new found obsession for lollypops.

MELS POV:

Today is the day I have decided to meet up with Harry at a café near the school to tell him something that I know Amy will never be able to, and when I do so help me god that Amy doesn’t murder me in her sleep when she finds out I am about to spill her deepest secret she has been trying to avoid dealing with. I’m also worried because Amy doesn’t want Harry anywhere near school because she wants to avoid people finding out that he is her cousin which I find understandable I mean if everyone finds out I can just imagine the amount of people that will suck up to her and she isn’t the type of person to want all the attention surrounding her. I make my way inside the small café that smells of freshly brewed coffee to find Harry sitting in the back corner wearing a pair of denim jeans and a white button up shirt sipping a coffee, when he spots me walking towards him he smirks oh hot damn his sexy as smile makes me want to just ponce on him right in this coffee shop but I can contain myself at least for now. “Hey luv” Harry said with his strong English accent, “hi Harry” I sat down at the table and smiled at him but it’s faltering a bit when I realise what I’m here to confess it’s slowly bringing my nerves up. Harry looks me up and down then slowly reaches my eyes and suddenly smirks “why are you looking at me like that its creeping me out?” my eyes narrowing back at his as he continues to smirk at my confused face “just realising how much I miss seeing you in your school uniform” he winks at me then continues to check me out, I can’t help but laugh “you are such an ass, now there is a reason why I am here this morning with you and it isn’t for you to just stare at me all morning” he chuckles “and why not! staring at you is one of the best  things to do!” I give him a sarcastic smile “sure it is from your point of view” he takes another sip of his coffee and places it back on the table “”your no fun babe, now what is it that you so badly had to speak to me about?” right back on to business I got a little side tracked there for while with all his sexiness staring at me right in the face, “I want to talk about Amy” he rises his eyebrows in question “what about Amy is she ok when I last saw her she seemed fine” I smile and stare into his eyes the one thing I tend to get lost into “yeah she is ok for now but if she finds out about what I am about to tell you she might not be so good and that goes the same for me, you might have to start organising my funeral when you leave this coffee shop!” he starts to look worried “ok so what’s this about then?” I glance up starting to remember what happen in the last couple years “do you remember when you asked me that night at the club about how Amy was really doing and if it was more than her brother?” his questionable gaze still on mine he responded “yeah I do and you told me that it was more than that and that she gave up singing which might I add I have been trying to find out the reason for that” well at least I know he has been trying to get involved “yeah well I am about to tell you the reason for it because I know it’s better coming from me especially because with the state she is in right now she will never tell you” his gaze now quickly turning into a “tell me now look” I slowly sighed before thinking how to tell this “after Amy’s brother died she changed dramatically and I think it’s because of how much closer she got to him when he got sick, she became distant with me in particular she spent most of her time at school in the music room writing and singing she practically was the only one in the music department which was good because of her fear of audiences” harry sighed “at least I know at that time she didn’t stop singing I wish I could read her lyrics she always did have a way with words” I smiled knowing he was right “ anyway shortly after there was this new kid that moved to our school his name was Jake, he was quite the appearance very muscular and good looking and quickly became the talk of the school but Amy never really took notice as well as anything in general but to everyone’s surprise they became really close friends after he joined the music department which people thought was weird only because he was popular and she wasn’t she had gained weight since her brother had died that it surprised everyone that he would befriend her. over a short period of time she had changed she became happier more confident and open to people, she had told me that he knew what she was going through and that he was helping her with her fears of singing and that they had decided to form some sort of band, and from then on slowly she had gotten over performing in front of people and did it all the time they wrote songs together and played instruments he taught her how to play the piano. Not long after that she had told me that he had asked her out and started dating.” Harry looked surprised but also happy that she had met someone “so then what happened?” his gaze fixed on mine again “they dated for about a year they were best friends probably more than I ever would be they were inseparable he made her the best person she could be,” harry played with the lid of his coffee while he looked at me “what happened to him and where is he now” my face turned into a frown now knowing this is the part that will change everything.  

“Harry Jake died”

Harrys Pov:

“Harry Jake died”

Wow is all I can say; I seriously did miss out on a shit load of events no wonder why she is so reserved

“Is that why she stopped singing?” I stared at her waiting for her response “look I can’t tell you anymore than I have just then because it’s best that the rest comes from her, she didn’t tell me the reason as to stop singing but after he died she stopped doing a lot of things they tried to get her to sing at his funeral but she refused I just gathered it was to traumatic for her, but I know she misses it” a tear slid down her cheek, I think she misses the old happy Amy just like I do,  I took a hold of her hand and squeezed it “it’s going to be alright Mel we will get her back I promise” she smiled and wiped her cheek “that’s the reason I am telling you this because I was hoping we could maybe do something to encourage her to sing and I have a plan but you have to help me with some of it and it starts with the fact that its jakes anniversary of his death tomorrow” I gave her a smirk “ok what are we going to do?”.