Heart stuck on you

chapter 7

HARRY”S POV:

It’s been 2 hours since we arrived at this club in the city called the purple lounge, it’s pretty intense in here girls and guys grinding against each other, people doing body shots, there’s people everywhere. I have been trying to find Amy and Mel for ages ever since I lost them but I would more call it “them ditching me”. They ignored me basically the whore ride over here I tried to hold a conversation with Mel but things were awkward and you could just sense the tension in the air, I know that I may be at fault for the way I left things between us, but I just couldn’t stand to see her cry it was hard enough leaving Amy and I hate seeing Mel cry it’s like breaking a puppy’s foot and I was just doing what I thought was right but I obviously made things worse. I guess I now know that it was the worst mistake losing her along with Amy and I just hope she will give me another chance because I never really got over her I tried to deny my feelings for her when I left and hooked up with various people on tour just to get over her but I guess you don’t know what you’ve lost until you have lost it .As for Amy I am still figuring out how to get through to her I can tell there are a lot of things she isn’t telling me and its tearing me apart that she doesn’t trust me anymore.  I am now realising that I need her more than she needs me.

Mel’s Pov

I approached the back end of the bar that was surrounded by purple lounges majority of them filled by couples hooking up; I sat down at the bar and ordered an apple martini from the very attractive bar tender that wore a white buttoned downed shit with dark blue skinny jeans that fit him perfectly, by this point in the night I was on the verge of passing out, Amy left me a while ago to go dance with some random so that left me with no choice but to sit at this bar and perve on the very sexy bar tender where I was basically taking his clothes off with my eyes . I think he noticed because he gave me a wink and walked in the other direction of the bar; I chucked the remainder of my cocktail feeling the thrill of the alcohol going down my throat “whoa you might hurt yourself if you keep drinking alcohol that fast” I heard that deep seductive voice that always sent me over the edge knowing exactly who was sitting beside me, I didn’t look up though knowing that if I did I will be brainwashed by those deep blue eyes that always pulled me in his direction there were various questions I could conger up right now to throw in his face but none of them left my mouth all I could do was sit silently and think about everything that has happened all the times we spent together feeling as though we both felt there was the spark between us that all people dreamed of having, I could feel his stare burning through my body wishing that I could avoid this situation but I know that I need this for myself to move on with my life so I forced myself to speak “what are you really doing here harry and cut the bullshit I always know when you’re lying” I spoke in a really low forceful tone of voice still avoiding his gaze from connecting with mine “truthfully, I am still figuring it out but the main one is I miss you both, I know you both feel betrayed and I completely understand that what I have done to you both is horrible I broke your trust and I regreted it every single day I was away and I still do, but you need to understand that it was hard for me my schedule was completely hard to break and even on my days off It was still with the boys but also I had to change my number nearly every week because people kept finding it out” surprised by the final truth I slowly turned my gaze to his perfectly shaped figure  I could see the tears about to spill and I don’t think I had ever seen him so emotional, it melted my heart I may be drunk but this moment I will never forget, he held my hand and looked me in the eyes “I want you to know even if you thought I had forgotten you completely, you were in here every day of that tour” he brought my hand and held it on his heart while he continued to speak “and I am deeply, deeply sorry for everything, for leaving without saying goodbye but also for leaving without me telling you how I truly feel about you” I was so lost for words I can’t believe all this time he felt the same way I did. My tears were uncontrollable now they were spilling out like it was a rainy day, he brought my hand down and placed it on his knee at the same time using that same hand to caress my cheek, is this really happening right now, we both leaned in and that few seconds was the best few seconds of my life his plump lips moulding with mine my heart jumping out of my chest in pure bliss, the kiss lasted a few seconds before he pulled away and we both opened our eyes and stared at each other both probably feeling the exact same way shocked but a good kind of shocked he slowly turned back towards the bar in his swirly red chair he quickly smiled and looked at me again and spoke “thanks”, “thanks for what” “for giving me another chance”

Harry’s Pov:
 I hope Mel doesn’t forget that this happened because I meant every single word that I said, I picked up my beer in my right hand and took a mouthful before turning back to Mel, she looked so beautiful tonight her sparkly blue dress shimmering in the glowing lights of the club bringing out the colour of her green eyes, I couldn’t take my eyes from her I was like a magnet stuck to her. “Mel can I ask you something” she smile before she replied with “yeah of course” I place my beer back on the bar top and swivelled my chair to face her the worry over taking my face hoping she will give me some insight “really how bad is Amy right now?” I think she was contemplating on what to answer with because she stared down at the ground before bring her gaze right back to mine “I really don’t know Harry, she seems to hide all her emotions, you’re not the only one that was shut out, she shuts me out just as much and you missed out on a hell of a lot of things when you were gone, when your life turned to gold hers turned to ashes she has had her heart broken so much over the last couple of years and I don’t know if she will ever be the same as she used to” I could tell she was deeply worried just as much as I am but I just wonder what took place when I was gone, “Mel can you tell me what happened, was it just because her brother died or is it more than that?” she stood up from the swivel chair and took a step forward lowering her gaze on me “it wasn’t just because her brother died but that’s all I can tell you, it’s not my place” she put her hand on my cheek and stared into my eyes “you have to get her to trust you because once she does I know that you can fix at least a few things that she has lost and you know exactly what I’m talking about she gave up on the most thing she loved in her life and I know how much she misses it because I can see it in her eyes” she slowly lent down and kissed my cheek before walking past me leaving me in a sudden daze trying to comprehend all she said.