i wont let you give up( harry styles fan fiction

funeral xc

4 DAYS LATER

it was the day of the funeral

and everyone was here

the preacher was talking and ppraying for our little one

after a little while it was our turn to give a speech

Harry went first

HARRYS SPEECH:

hey little one well now you are in a better place and i didnt get to see you grow or teach you how to play football why did you live mummy and daddy i didnt get to hear about your girlfriends and give you anytips in how to get them well Ethan we will always miss you and we will never forget ur little giggles and your cries"

MY SPEECH

hey baby boy this is your mummy and i just wanted to say that i didnt get to see you walk or talk for the first time or see you grow your baby theeth you were so strong and we will never forget your emerald eyes and your little giggles when me and daddy tickled your little tummy

we will always have you in our hearts baby dont forget abd soon we will be all together again

i cried uncontrolably as they put a video that i took long ago as me abd harry changed their diapers and they kept on giggling but you could hear Ethan's the most and as the song forever young played and a slide show of pictures appeared on the screen made me want to rewind the time and live the happy moments

i touched his lifeless cold body

everyone put white rosses in his coffin and came and hugged me and harry

they spoke to me but all i said was that i wanted to die i just couldnt live anymore

it was time to bury Ethan

i couldnt stop hugging the coffin thinking about putting my baby under the ground made want to kill myself

they were putting the coffin underground i was hugging harry tighteer than ever not wanting to let go

as they were done filling up the hole in were my lifeless baby laided

everyone put rosses and ballons on top and soon it was only me and Harry remembering the joyful days in were Ethan was still with us

i gave a last good bye to Ethan and we left home

remembering his lifelesss body made me cry even more as i got home i went to mibe and harrys room to change but i couldnt handle to take a peek to Ethans room it remembered me of him

i saw his crib and remembered him laided there peacefully sleeping

and i made my way to the nightstand in where a potograph album laid i scanbed troufh the pictures and soon torred it apart trowing all of his things around the room

not wanting to remember his giggles or his cries

WHAS IT EMOTIONAL COMMENT PLZ OR VOTE THANKS FOR READING LOVES XXDANY C: