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Harry heard my loudnes and soon he was in the room or what you used to call Ethans room

he hugged me so tight almost taking all of my air out i stained his white v neck shirt with my salty tears

he then gave me a kiss and hugged me once more i hugged him back and cried evenmore

i just couldnt stop it felt like if there was a big nude in my stomach not allowing me to breath

then harry interupted me by

saying "babe you know I WONT LET YOU GIVE UP on this we still have life to live our life isnt over yet lets live it and aplreciate i miss Ethan too he was my little boy ill always have him on my mind and heart to get you out of that gloomy mood we should go for a walk at the park go change and get ready ill change Nathan"

"alright harry ill be down in a sec"

i replied with no emotion

i changed into my v neck plain white shirt and my blue abrocombie jeans and put my hair in ballerina bun along with a red bandana and red lipstic making my lips stand out along with my my low top white converse

i was ready to go i grabbed my fossil side purse and i was ready to go

as i was going down i saw harry and he was wearing a white v neck shirt hollister blue jeans a red beanie along with the same shoes as me white converse

and Nathan was wearing a plain white shirt with skinny jeans and white converse and hes curls went good with a red baby beanie so we were all matching

and he was playing with Nathan i went to the closet and grabbed Nathan's buggy out to put him in it

i made my way to the living room with the buggy and Harry put Nathan in the buggy we grabbed the house keys and headed to the park

as we were walking to the park wich wasnt far only like 2 streets away

we finally got there and sat in a bench for a while until Harry got Nate and started playing with him

i smiled at the fact that they got closer since Ethans death i had to get over his death he was in a better place now i still had Nathan and i had to appreciate him more than everything

then harry spoke "boo eventhough Ethan isnt with us anymore we are still a great family and nothing can seperate us"

"i know harry i feel way stronger and i love you for going trough this with me for tolerating my bi polar mood and most of all for asking me to spent the rest of your life with you"

"the reason i stayed with uhh

trough all of this and tolerate your mood is because you are perfect and i love youhh so much and really i wanna maery you as soon as possible"

"i love you too boo and i do too"

"we should start planning it i dont want to be enganded forever" i said giggling

"ok i know me either yahh know we should start looking at some things like your dress invitations and more other stuff" harry answered

"ok Harry what about next week i can ask my sister and mum to help me look for all of that stuff"

"that will be great boo" harry answered

"ok then lets get going now please Harry its getting kind of dark and Nathan fell asleep"

"ok love"

and like that we stood up and made our way home

@HOME

as sopn as we got home i put Nathan in his crib and made my way to the living room in where harry laid in the couch i sat next to him and i swiped trough my phone

then Harry said

"love i would love you to meet 4 lads they are old friends along with their girlfriends they wanted to hang out tomorrow to meet you and the baby so would you like to??!!"

"yes i would love to and what are their names??"

i replied excitedly

"ok the first one is louis he loves carrots just like you and loves to joke around hes the clown in the crew and he has a girlfriend named eleanor

the second one is zayn hes vain and loves mirrors hes a bit quiet but once he gets to know you more hes crazy and hes the bradford bad boy

next is niall hes the little leprechun and he lovess food so dont try to steal it from him hes quite hilarious too

and the last one is liam hes the mature one hes like a dad to us and hes afraid of spoons ,and he has a girlfriend named danielle shes a professional dancer

dont worry love they will loce you all"

"ok boo i just hope they do but for now lets go to sleep im really tired"

"ok love lets go"

we went upstairs and changed into our matching pjs said our goodnights and fell asleep

HOPE YAH LIKED IT LADS NEXT CHAPTER ILL TRY TO MAKE IT FUNNY SO KEEP VOTING AND READING LOVE YAH Xx danny

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