i wont let you give up( harry styles fan fiction

nohh this cant be happening

"uhhhm Ethan has a tumor in his brain this was the reason he cried and slept for so long"

i thhen said

"no this cant be happening not to ethan Harry nohh"

harry hugged me tight and didnt let me go i stained his white v neck shirt with my tears but no this can be happening to my 4 month old baby no it just cant

Harry just whispered in my ear

" babe dont worry he would be ok hes a strong daddys boy"

"nohh harry i just cant anymore"

then the doctor spoke once again

"the good news is that we can do surgery we can try and see if he resists it "

Harry then spoke

"yes doctor please save my little angel"

" if right now is fine i can do it right now"

"yes it will be fine"

the doctor made me carry Ethan to the surgery room and made me put him in the tiny bed awaiting him

i wanted to stay but i wasnt allowed i just couldnt handle

them taking away my sonand opening his tiny head to get

it wasnt fair i just wanted to die

Harry had me in his arms as we were watching the doctors getting ready to open our son's head

they put a mask on to make him go numb

i couldnt handle it i had to grab even tighter to Harry's shirt

i fell asleep and i awokened after 2 hours of knackered sleeping

i looked to my surronding and i wasnt with harry anymore i was in the waiting room

i went to where Harry was he had his hands in his face he looked up and his eyes were red

i looked at the window in where Ethan laided lifeless and the machines werent turned on anymore

NO THIS COULDNT BE MY BABY DIED NOHH!!!

i tried to open the door but harry stopped me i fell to the ground and cried nohhh this cant be happening

i ran as fast as i could and ended in an endless white hallway

i fell to the ground and sobbed loudly

Harry came after me and took me to the room in where my beautiful curly haired baby laided cold and lifeless i kissed his tiny cheeks i caressed his tiny face

lightly and talked to him

"baby boy i know you are in a better place now mommy will catch up sooner or laterr you didnt get to live your short life i really wanted to see you grow abd play football and i will miss you but i will still have an identical piece of you and we will never forget you Ethan never"

i cried even harder the doctor came and told Harry to take me away as he put sheets over Ethan and took his body in a cold

NEXT CHAPTER IS GONNA BE SAD SORRY IF YOU CRY XC