Apartment 36

I'm going to kiss you

"So what am I supposed to do? Go and hop on the next guy I see?" I say sarcastically. I hold my head in my hands and close my eyes trying to ignore Blakes voice. 

"No, you are going to go fetch some arm candy." Damian says with a wink. I lift my head and stare at Damian questioningly. 

"Damian, do you hear what your saying? You sound like fricken Blake over here!" I say poking him in the cheek. 

"Hey! Don't be so mean to your guardian angel!" Blake says lifting my chin and smiling at me. In response I smile back, I guess this was all for me, what damage could it do?

"Ok whatever, I'm in."  I say really fast hoping they didn't catch what I said.

"YAY!" Blake and Damian smile a creepy smile in unison. Well I guess there's  no point in trying to fight back because I have officially signed my death wish. So long cruel world, So long.

"So erm who is going to be my 'arm candy'?" I say putting finger quotes on the word arm candy. 

"I will! I mean look at me, besides nobody knows I'm... gay" He says leaning in close so no one would hear him tell me he was gay. I smile at how cute my little Blakey was about his sexuality. 

"Aye! No I will!" Damian says determined, I knew Damian had Jess and they were in love, but Damian could never give up his player like ways. They both look at me expectantly to chose who to be arm candy.

"Oh my god guys, seriously? Damian you be my arm candy, seeing as you weren't the one who stole me and threw me in a dirty foul smelling bar" I say teasingly to Blake. Blake looks at me with his oh so cute puppy dog eyes. 

"Aahah not this time Blakey!" I say winking at him and facing Damian. 

"Lets get over to the bar, that way he'll notice us." Damian says directing me through the crowd of people, inch by inch closing in on Liam. Oh boy I cant do this! No nononono.. Yes. I have to! 

We make It to the bar, but I am still in a trance worried of what is to come. "Shay, sit on my lap." Damian directs me breaking me out of my stupid mind games I hadnt even noticed him sit down on the stool NEXT to Liam.

Just great, no backing out. I look through the crowd at a sharp eyed Blake staring back at us curiously. I sigh, typical Blakey, flipping him off I whisper to damian "What am I supposed to do now? Just sit on your lap?"

"No silly billy, Put your hand on my back and lean in closer to me." I did as he told and I was now in a weird straddling position holding on to Damian's strongly built back with my head nuzzled into the nape of his neck .

This better not become a usual thing. I inhale and welcome Damians familiar scent,  a mix of pine and cinnamon. I have always loved the way he smelt, it brought back memories of holidays by the woods. 

"He's looking! Good, no just stay like that, I'll do the rest." Damian says reassuring me, I discreetly try to take a peek and I see Liam staring back at us with a smirk playing at his face. He was leaned over the bar with a beer in hand looking sexy as ever. Every single part of him looked like it was set to the golden ratio, He was a damn Greek god.

"SHIT! hes actually looking!" I say all too excited. Damian shushes me and pulls me closer to him so our body's are almost conjoined. He slowly wraps a arm around my waist and uses the other to caress my hair ever so gently.

Trying to play along, I nudge down on the bulge in his jeans and earn a few sexy moans. I smile at my victory. He looks deep into my eyes and I look in to his full of excitement, and ... lust.I lean in closer to him and tilt my head to the side so that I had a perfect view of Liam and a Glaring Blake?

I ignored Blake and I stared at Liam. He was looking straight back at me with the same kind of look Damian had before. I wink at him teasingly and attempt a seductive smile. I then lift my head back up and Damian leans in close his eyes laid steadily on my lips.

"I'm going to kiss you." Damian says looking at me to make sure I was okay with it. I nod not wanting him to let go of me and wanting those luscious lips on mine. Oh boy , I cant do this!

This is jesses boyfriend! Snap out of it. Damian leans in closer as his lips are about to graze mine I pull back and hop off him. He looks at me his face pain stricken. I look at him trying not to show him any signs of regret. 

"I'm done with you Damian." I say to him in a stern tone. He looks at me questioningly and then he realizes what is happening.

He gets up and leaves through the masses of drunk people. Great, now I'm flying solo, I should have of just let him kiss me. I get back on the chair me and Damian were having steamy role play. I raise my hand tiredly and order a spider.

I feel someone tap me on the shoulder and I slowly turn my head to look. Liam was standing there, in all his glory, his trademark  smirk still lingering on his lips.

''Hey sexy, what you up to?'' Liam questions with a flirtatious wink. 

I stare at him taking in his every feature and meeting his eyes I realize he is staring straight back at me. Instantly my insecurities started to show as I bowed my head down and covered my face with my waterfall of jet black hair.

I hear him chuckle and my heart leaps at the sound of his masculine tone. I am so pathetic. How can I  be so in love with a guy that doesn’t even know I exist? Its like I'm handing him my heart on a golden platter and saying, hey I'm hopelessly in love with you, play me?

No. I am not going to be that girl. I was not going to be manipulated by Liam and turned in to a crazy love struck ex. Nuh uh, I'm not that easy! Suddenly I felt someone push my hair behind my ears to reveal my blushing face. I looked up and realize Liam was still here staring at me with curiosity vivid in his dark blue eyes.

Or maybe I am that easy.

''You gonna leave me hanging?'' He asks with a slight pout.

Oh god he was adorable! No. game face on. This is what Blake would want me to do right? I sit up straight and face Liam and muster up the courage to speak ''Sorry, just in deep thought'' .

Oh my god he's going to think I'm some introverted geek who cant have a conversation. Well to be fair, I'm not usually like this- just whenever hes around. 

He looks down and smiles, ''Well why is a beautiful lady sitting here on her own, come dance with me?''.

I look at him and shake my head,'' I have absolutely no dancing ability, Ill look like a disabled penguin or something''' I say blushing at the how stupid I sounded. He slowly grabs my hand and pulls me towards the mob of under age drinkers grinding to the tunes of some weird dub step music. 

'' I'll believe it when I see it'' He says confidently.  I feel my body start to gravitate towards him as if we were magnets slowly drawing closer, and closer. 

From my right I suddenly hear a loud masculine scream, turning my head I see a massive crowd of people and then black.