I was totally freaking out. I wasn't ready to be a mother and I was so sure Cameron didn't want a child yet. How could we be so damn stupid? It was one time, only once when we didn't use protection and now here I was, sitting on the edge of our bathtub waiting for the pregnancy test to show the result.
I knew Cameron loved to be around children and I thought that he would be a perfect father, but we were too young! Cam was 23 and I just turned 22, we have been together for two and a half years and we were so good together, we barely fought, but a child? We weren't ready for one yet. Besides I was afraid he would get mad at me or something.
I heard Cam entering our apartment, and I was still waiting for my test.
"Baby! I'm home!" he shouted. I didn't respond.
Ten more seconds.
I heard him walk upstairs and then he knocked on the door.
"Are you in there, babygirl?"
"Yes" I responded frustrated. I heard him shuffle around in our bedroom, then it was time.
I took a deep breath and grabbed the test from the counter.
Negative.
"Oh my God" I breathed out finally. I showed the test back to its box planning on getting rid of it. I decided not to tell this little accident to Cam and promised myself that I would be more careful from now on.
I thought Cam was downstairs in the kitchen looking for some food as always, so I sneaked out of the bathroom, I wanted to hide the box in one of my drawers until I can get rid of it, but I bumped into Cam in our bedroom.
"Hey baby, what's up?" he smiled at me kissing my cheek. I just stood there awkwardly hiding the test behind my back.
"Hey Cam" I greeted him forcing a smile on my face. He looked at me with suspicion on his face. He always knew when I was doing something behind his back, I wasn't good at hiding secrets from him.
"What's that behind you? In your hands?"
There was no way I could get away with it, so I just gave up. I pulled out the test and handed it to him. He went completely silent.
"I'm sorry to hide it from you, I just freaked out. We only did it once without protection but my period is late and I wanted to be sure that it's just a false alarm and I will get it in a few days." I looked up at him worrying, he still didn't say a word, he was just looking at the test in his hands. "Cam, say something, please" I pleaded him.
"Did... did you do it already?" He asked finally.
"Oh God, yes and it was negative."
Hearing that he loosened up.
"Okay. Oh God. Okay" he said.
"Are you mad at me?" I asked still scared of his answer. He looked at me with wide eyes.
"Mad? Baby, why would I be mad at you?" He took my face in his hands and run his thumb across my cheek.
"I don't know, I thought you would freak out about this whole baby situation" I admitted, my voice was shaking, I was close to crying.
"I admit I freaked out a little bit but I would never get mad at you for something that I was involved in too" he smiled at me taking my hands in his. "Come on, let's sit down."
He pulled me to the bed and into his lap. He hugged my waist and I was playing with his hair at the back of his neck.
"First, I love you Y/N."
"And I love you too but I just freaked out what would you do if I really got pregnant" I answered quietly not looking at him.
"I would be a little bit shocked but also happy to have a baby with you. But I would never get mad let alone leave you or anything like that." Now I wanted to cry because of what he just said. He was the most amazing and caring man I had ever known.
"But a baby is a big deal, Cam."
"I know that" he laughed. "But I would love to start a family with you."
I started to sniff trying not to cry but it was pointless, I already could feel the tears fall.
"Really?" I asked completely touched by his words.
"Yeah! I mean, it would be better if we could wait a few years, but if it happened today or tomorrow, I would be just as happy."
"Oh my God, I love you so much." I was crying so hard I barely could breathe, I held him close to myself, and he hugged me back, waiting patiently for me to pull myself together.
"I love you too baby, more than anything" he murmured.
This was the most moving conversation we had ever had in our relationship and at the end I was even happy I had to take that damn test, because now I knew that I was with the right person.
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