Cameron Dallas - Different

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I was so fucking nervous. It had been a few weeks since I last seen Cameron and the mean time I started a new diet and I was wondering if he will notice it. I had a huge crush on him, but I knew I wasn't his type, I had struggles with my weight and I thought he would never look at me like a girlfriend material.
"Yay, you made it!" Aaron hugged me as I arrived.
"Of course! You know I wouldn't miss hanging out with you!"
I had been friends with the boys for a while and from time to time I hang out with them. This time it was Nash, Hayes, Matt, Cameron and Gilinsky who had a free afternoon to hang out.
Everyone was there by the time I arrived. I hugged each of them and when I saw Cam I felt my heart-beating speed up.
"Hey Cam," I said smiling at him as we hugged.
"Hey, I missed you!"
"Aw, look at them! Aren't they cute?" I heard Nash say we turned to him and I saw that all of them were looking at us.
"Okay, that's enough!" Cam said laughing awkwardly. I was so sure he was saying this because he didn't want to get involved in anything with me. But that was okay, I was used to it.
We agreed on watching a movie. The couch were a bit too little for us, so it was a bit crowded I was sitting at the end of it next to Cam.
"Do you have enough space?" he asked smiling at me. He freed his arm from between us and then put it behind me.
"Woah, guys, didn't know it was a romantic movie night!" Aaron said looking at us.
"I emailed you, you didn't get it?" Cam replied sarcastically. It was funny how they joked around with us, but they didn't know these were things that I was wishing for to happen in real life.
It was so good to sit this close to him, I even could feel his heart beating. I barely could focus on the movie anymore. After a while I felt too awkward sitting there, next to him.
"Uhm, I'm gonna go and get some fresh air," I said and before they could ask anything I walked out to the kitchen.
Earlier it wasn't that hard to be around him, but with the boys teasing us and him being physically close to me was a bit too much at once.
I sat down to a chair and tried to pull my shit together, when he came in.
"Is everything okay?" he asked sitting next to me.
"Yeah, I just... ate too much popcorn," I lied.
"Y/N, you didn't even eat from it," he said raising one of his eyebrows at me. I couldn't believe he noticed it! "Are you on a diet or something?"
"Uh why?" I asked feeling so awkward that I was talking about something like this with him.
"You look... different," he said.
This word, different sounded so... hurtful. I wasn't expecting it from him and it was awful. I felt offended.
"Yeah, you know, I started to do this for someone, but obviously it doesn't matter." I said suddenly feeling so angry and sad at the same time.
"What do you mean?" he asked furrowing his eyebrows at me. I sighed, giving it up. I was tired and reached the point where I didn't care anymore if he liked me back or not.
"Cam, I started it because of you."
"What?" he asked with wide eyes.
"I really like you and I thought you would notice me if I, I don't know, lose some weight."
I wanted to tell him this a long time ago, but now I felt it was time for it.
"Wait you mean you like me?" he asked looking surprised.
"Yeah," I said shrugging.
"I can't believe it," he laughed which made me feel even worse.
"Yeah, I know, it's hilarious," I frowned turning away from him but then he grabbed my hand and turned me back.
"No, I didn't mean it like that."
"Then how did you mean it? Tell me Cameron! Because this conversation just made me feel like I-" And with that made me shut up in the best way. With kissing me.
I melted into his lips immediately as I felt his mouth on mine. He put his hands around me and pulled me close to him. I put my hands onto his cheeks and wished this moment never ended. He kissed me again and again, our tongues met from time to time and I felt like the happiest person alive.
When we eventually pulled away he kissed my cheek and then looked at me in the eyes.
"I'm glad you like me because I like you too, a lot," he said smiling down at me.
"You do?"
"Yes, didn't you notice how the guys were teasing me when I was around you?" he laughed.
"Yes, but I thought they were just joking."
"No, they knew how much I like you and took advantage of it," he said rolling his eyes. "But was it true that you started a diet because of me?"
"Uhm, yes," I admitted. "I wanted to look better so you would notice me," I said keeping my eyes down. But then he lifted my chin and looked at my eyes.
"I think you look beautiful either way. Don't torture yourself."
It was so good to hear it from him, I felt so happy.
"Okay," I said blushing.
"Good. Now come on, we will miss the movie. And you will sit on my lap after this, and I don't want you to protest. I'm the boss here."
I laughed at him, but I didn't try to argue with him.
"Okay, boss, I get it."

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