Alaina's POV:
I was straddling Alpha Drew. Since I am his mate and future Luna its not required that I call him Alpha Drew but that is his title and I know that its more respectful. 'baby girl whats your real name?' He asked me, I leaned forward. 'Alaina' I said simply yet almost at a whisper into his ear. I saw a shiver run down his neck. I wiggled my way off him. a small whimper escaped his lips. 'relax Alpha. Girls have needs to you know. Where's the kitchen?' I said giving him a smile. I just met him yet it seams as if I have known him for my whole life. When he didn't get up to show me the way to the kitchen, I walked slowly towards him laying next to him on the bed. I rolled over so I was facing him. 'I'm not hungry rightnow baby girl can you wait ten minutes?' he asked politely. 'nope I can't. never had to wait and never will. Or does my big bad Alpha know his mate is to sexy for him and not want everyone else to know that?' I giggled. I could see Drew's happy expression turn into pure lust. 'but I do know I am sexy enough for you knowing the way you admire my little friends' he lifted his shirt exposing the eight pack that was hidden benieth.
'mmm your right I do like those' I said putting my hands on him. I kissed him and before I even knew it, Drew was placing kisses down my neck and trailing back up before sucking on the spot where I should have a mark from my mate. 'do it. Mark me alpha!' I said. 'mm but you can't hand what will happen next. Once I start there is no stopping.' I moaned. 'pleaseee' I pleaded with him. Then I figured out his weakness. I kissed all over his chest and traced his abbs. 'Alaina I love that babe but you need to stop' I moaned and continued to trace his abbs. 'Alaina stop' I didn't. I moved my lips to his and kissed him. He was slow to respond. I traced his bottom lip hoping for entrence but I didn't get enterance. I moved his hands under my shirt which caused him to moan. I forced my toung into his mouth. 'Alaina stop Now!' Drew almost screamed and I stopped emediately. I submitted by showing my neck and moved away from him. 'Yes Alpha' I said quietly. I closed my eyes and waited.
Drew had left the room. I layed on the bed and cried. Drew didn't come back till that night. He was drunk and had a girl with him. 'Alaina why are you here! This is the Alpha's bed!' he roared and I got up and ran. Of course I didn't know where I was going. I ran into a small women with a resemblance to Drew. 'um excuse me I was just uh leaving' I said trying to hide my sobs. ' oh dear your Alaina. You saw them didn't you?' I began to sob and she hugged me. 'I'm that idiots mother.' She said. ' nice to me-eat y-you. I'm supposed to be be be t-that idiots m-m-mate.' I said inbetween sobs. Then I heard it. They were having sex. I burst out of Drew's mothers arms. I ran out of the house and ran upto a tree. I pulled out a razor blade from my back pocket. I was a wolf so I healed in minutes meaning if I wanted to be done with this I needed to be quick and cut a lot. Cut after cut as I slipped slowly into darkness the pain numbed.
Drew's POV:
I had gotten drunk and brought home the packs skank. I was buissy in bed with her when I felt it. The shear pain. I ignored it knowing that it was Alaina and she disrespected me and that this was what I wanted. Moments later my wrists began to ache. When they stopped I heard a loud thump and looked out the window to find Alaina on the ground. Her wrists were bloody and she layed in a pool of blood. I ran out of my room and downstairs. Alchohal leaves wolves sistems very quickly so I had soberered up. My father came in carrying Alaina just as I reached the bottom of the stairs.
My mother grabbed my hair. 'how dare any son of mine treat his mate like that! You ought of just killed her. Oh wait that would have hurt you too! I forgot you are so selfish that its all about you!' She screamed in my face. My father came up behind my mother and slapped me acrossed the face. 'Your mate got here yesterday and already you have caused her to commit suicide! What kind of Alpha are you!' He screamed. 'That why she lost so much blood. She needs a transfution and the dumb ass I call my son and she calls her mate is going to give it to her!' I nodded tears threatening to fall. I had done this. My mate had tried to kill herself because of me. Everyone in the pack house had heard the yelling and gave me looks of discust as I passed. I deserved them.
Alaina was asleep with machines hooked upto her and. The pack doctor took twice the blood you would take from a human knowing I had alpha blood and could handle it. I watched as my blood dripped into the iv connected to Alaina's slender pail fragile arm.
