Jesy has been in hospital for 2 days. I'm really scared for her. She woke up yesterday, we still haven't told her that she was raped. I don't know how to tell her! She was so upset when she found out everything else. Everyone was so proud that I was brave but to be honest I was as nervous as a rabbit that's just seen a fox. I just knew I had to be brave for Jes! I rang mum after Jordan and she said she would come down tomorrow because she has to work. Me and the girls have been there since. Today is the day I'm going to tell Jesy about the baby, the girls all backed out and said it was best if I told her because if I was there she wouldn't do anything stupid. I'm confused on why they would say that but I just need to forget about it and be brave for Jesy. We haven't told the fans but I'm sure they will start asking about it soon. I mean its only been HQ on the twitter and Facebook page. I know all the mixers don't like HQ but at least someone is tweeting updating them to buy how ya doin'? ! I think after I tell Jesy I will do a twitcam to all the little mixers out there and explain what has happened!
********2 hours later********************
I walk into Jesy's room, all nervous about what I'm going to say.. You see it's time to tell Jesy about the rape. I don't know how she will react but hopefully not too bad! I see Jesy from the corner of my eye and grab the chair over to the bed so I can be closer to her! I sit down and take a deep breath and starts talking
G: hey jes
J: Heya Gabs how are you?
G: I'm good Jes but I actually have come to tell you something important!
J: okay Gabs, what is it?
G: it's about what the man did, Jesy he raped you! Your pregenant!
J: oh my god gab, does Jordan know?
G: yeah he does we rang him when we found out.
J; what did management sat?
Oh that's right! We didn't ask management! They can't do anything right? I mean Jesy's already pregnant so there's not much they can do and I know Jesy is not going to give the baby away, she adores children! I got cut out of my thoughts by Jesy shouting my name.
G: I'm sorry. We forgot to tell management but they can't do anything can they?!
J: Gabs they can do anything they like. Do the mixers know?
G: not yet I was thinking of doing a twitcam later.
J: that's good gabby I want them all to know, they are the people who matter in my life and of course my friends and family!
G: that's fine. Management will probably find out by the twitcam aswell.
J: yeah, I am NOT giving this baby up, no matter what.
I nodded knowing Jesy would never do that. I'm going to be an auntie!!!
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Authors note;
So guys, I decided to keep this book and who's that x I'm not sure about the others yet but these 2 got loads of comments and I realised I have loads of ideas for this book...
So tell me what you think!
Em <3 xxxx
