1 week later!!
Its been a week since i found out that i could die anytime now. I've been stuck in here for ages. The girls have been acting wierd. Jesy's been really depressed and hardly talks to anyone. Leighs doesn't make jokes and is always sad. Perrie hasn't talked to anybody since we found out. Shes also been mumbling things in her sleep like 'its all my fault' and 'why did i have to do this'. Jade is still cute but she only talks to me and jesy and then she will answer questions. She doesn't laugh as much ethier. It hurts knowing i could die any minute and theres nothing anyone can do. We haven't told the fans yet but we are planning to today because they are getting suspious as none of the girls have tweeted since we found out and nethier have i. The girls have stayed with me 24/7 since last week and cancelled all the interviews they had. They have a really important one today and i am making them go. I figured that this way they can tell the fans and let everybody know. They are trying to make me feel better but all i want to do is be home with all the girls laughing. The doctor is letting me go to the interview today, so at least i will get some air.
(AT THE INTERVIEW)
Je: You Ready Gabs?
I nodded. The girls are making me go on stage. I don't mind its just i look horrible and im really ill so i have to be in a wheelchair.
J: Don't worry Gabs, nobody will care what you look like or if you are in a wheelchair. They love you!
I nodded, Jade always knew what i was thinking about.
I: Okay, today we welcome Little Mix and Gabby Nelson.
the girls go on with Jesy wheeling me between the couches.
I: Hey Girls.
ALL: Hiya
I: Okay, so girls i here you want to make an annoucment to all your fans and to people at home.
We all nodded and Jesy Started.
Je: Well as some of you have noticed we haven't been on twitter recently. Also you might notice the last time we tweeted was when we tweeted Saying to Gabby get well soon. Anyway, we were at the hospitial about an hour after we tweeted that Gabby woke up, we gave her, her phone and looked at all the messages she had gotten. That we are thankful for. Anyway soon after the doctor came in with some results.
Jesy started teering up so Leigh continued.
L: Unfortunetly we can't say they were the best resuts. The doctor told us it has gotten out of their control and there is nothing that anybody can do. He told us that he tried his best and that he was sorry.
All the girls were crying at this point so i stepped in.
G: He Told me i had 1-2 weeks left. All the girls have been really supportive. We are sorry that they haven't gone to any interviews or have been on twitter recently. I have been trying to get them to interviews but they won't leave me alone.
I said with a smile.
J: Yeah, she had to force us into this one.
G: Anyway like i said, I wanted the girls to come to this one, because its been 1 week ince we found out the news. And i could die any minute. I wanted to let the fans know so they aren't in shock and know that the girls aren't ignoring them or being mean. They are just supporting me.
I: Im so sorry to hear that. It must be hard for you.
We all nodded.
I: Okay, well thats all we have time for so goodbye. See you next time.
Once we were off air i felt really tierd. I relaxed in the chair and Jesy pushed me to the limo, they helped me get in and they layed me down on the seats. I Looked at them and they must have noticed i was tierd because they started talking.
Jes: Babe, go to sleep you must be tierd, you certainly look it.
J: Yeah babe, its been along day, i promise you we will all be here when you wake up.
Leigh and Perrie nodded at that responce. So i nodded and got confatable in jesy's lap and fell asleep.
Perrie's POV:
It's all my fault that Gabby could die any second! It should be me. I can't stand to talk to anybody they are so upset and it should be me, Gabby was so nice to me and knowing she could die any second is heart-breaking! Shes asleep at the moment, she looks so peaceful. I Know shes in pain though. I always put on a brave face but under-neath i was in pain. When we arrive at the hospital we pick gabby up and carry her into her room and place her on the bed. Jesy makes sure shes confortable and gets her tucked in while i go and get her a drink for when she wakes up. I hope its just a dream and she gets better soon.
But i don't think it is.......
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Hey Guys,
I hope you liked it :) xx
I updated again because i felt mean leaving you on a cliff hanger :) xxx
I will probably update in the next few days xx
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Em <3 xxxx
