Sinister

-/:Alone:/-

I'm inside my room, secluded. I miss my home, and want to go there. Even if it means being away from my mate. I keep forgetting I have one at all because I know he must've rejected me if all he wants to do leave me.

Staying here wasn't bad, although the dirty looks I've gotten was enough, there was still a little flame of hope inside my heart that I'll get rejected and can go back home. I know, what a crazy wish to have, but hell, it was true.

I miss having friends, or at least socializing for that matter. It seems as though I can't have one decent encounter without being glared down by a group of people who don't even know me. It's depressing.

It's especially sorrowful when my wolf was craving to get out. It's bad enough that this place was decorated like a medieval kingdom.

Everything is grey and sad, and quite frankly I wonder if they have a sense of style.

Well, instead of sitting here feeling pity, it I could go find Kade and force him to reject me. God I sound like a flipping idiot! Eh, who's cares, it's my thoughts.

I hop out of bed and look in the mirror, although I really don't give a damn about my appearance. I trot out of the room I was given and went down the long hallways with stone walls and hopefully run into a big door that reads, 'alpha douche, please enter to have the chance of getting executed'. I don't know what to think at this point honestly.

Practically power walking, I made way and try to search for that very true sign that calls him out as a douche.

No such luck.

But until that last corner was turned, a gigantic honking door stood right there as a guard with straight face stood there.

"Yes," I mentally do a funky victory dance and head towards the two guard dudes while also having a big smile across my face.

Until I can get a fully near the door the  dude held out his hand and made my body come to a halt so it cannot move another inch. "I'm here to see alpha dou- I mean Kade please," I whisper to the guard in my sweetest tone.

"Name?" The dude asked once more.

"Uh... Eden wedlock..." I said I a weird tone. Now that I really look at the guy, he looks king of like Nick Offerman from parks and recreation, but younger.

"You can't go in." The guy who's name I've got to get to know, said like he owned the darn place.

"Why?"

"Because,"

"Because why?!"

"You're just not welcomed."

"I'm not welcome why?!!!" My fury blew the top off of my head and I stomped on his foot so hard, I think it bled. The Nick Offerman dude is an idiot! It's like road rage but worse!

I'm going to be in flipping heat soon, and it's either be rejected peacefully, or wait till this douche to except me inside and die a painful death of cramps and being horny!

"Let. Me. In you damn whale!" I scream at his face after he quickly recovers from profanities and having his foot being stomped on.

"Did you just call me a fucking whale?" He asked amused. Of course the Nick Offerman guy would be amused, I'm a comedian.

"Yes," I say proudly, smacking him on the chest before slamming my body into the door and opened it quickly to see alpha serious doing alpha stuff when his cold eyes meet mine.

The guard from earlier rushes in as if his life is on the line with a worried expression. "I want you to reject me," I rushed out hopefully to defeat the wrath of Kade and "Nick Offerman".

"What?" Kade asked, clearly annoyed.

"I said, I want you to reject me!" I yell so loud my vocal chords hurt.

"Why are you asking me this?"

"Because I'm going to go into heat soon, and if you don't reject me right now, I'm going to die of pain! Plus I you know, I want to go home."

"No,"

"Well why the hell do you mean no!?"

"I won't reject you,"

"Do you want me to die you idiot?!"

"Don't ever call me an idiot," he said sternly, got up and slapped me as if it was nothing. Like taking his hand forcefully across my face was normal and so easy to do. It also hurt like crap.

"Well then, if you have the guts to hit a girl, let me tell you this girl is your mate, and would have no problem to just say the four damn words! I'm rejecting you Kade!" Wow that was a handful.

And that my friends, is how I got punched...

Let's just say it was painful, I'm I'm most certainly in for a black eye.

"Don't try that with me ever again. Now leave," Kade looked down, went back to his desk, and acted like this was nothing.

So instead of getting punched again, I walk out and a tear runs down my face.

I turn to the guard whom was looking at me oddly and ask, "what's your name?"

"Ian..." He answer awkwardly.

"Can I have a hug?" I ask sounding depressed.

"Uh," but instead of waiting for an answer, I dip into his chest and cry like an idiot.