Ooh, ooh, ooh
I lied, I lied, I lied
To keep you from breaking my heart
Even though I said I didn't love you I lied I lied
Even though I said I didn't need you I lied I lied
To keep you from breaking my heart, ooh
To keep you from breaking my heart, ooh
Even though I said don't touch me I lied, I lied
I can't fall for you, can't give my all to you
I can't let you think that imma let the game stall for you
Gotta protect me you gotta sweat me
You said you thought you was ready and I said, "let's see"
But I ain't mean that, I need some fucking proof
'Cause what happens if I fall in love then you cut me loose
You just a heart breaker won't let you break mine
'Cause I'll be smashing windows and cutting them break lines
Cyn
why can't I just let people in? you know why dumb ass you're responsible for your ex being dead. God I'm so fucked up. but I wanna give onika a chance. She's the closest I've gotten to. Erica is apart of past now. nic could be my future. I'm lying everytime I try to push her out. every time she smiled at me and I look away. It's crushing my heart. but I have to let go. I need to let go.
*knock knock knock*
I look up from the shower floor and open the door to onika. I hope she can't tell I've been crying. maybe she'll think it's shower water.
Onika- why have you been crying?
k I'm
fucked
" it's just from the shower"
she rolls her eyes, strip and steps in.
Onika- don't lie to me. And I'm not trying to fuck you again. I need to get cleaned up from last time.
Oh and can you give me a chance to be your girl?
Onika
after I see her face I turn back around and let the warm water drip onto my skin releasing some of the stress surrounding what she says next. She'll probably just kick me out.
Cynthia- Yes
" W-w-what?!?
Cynthia- I said yes onika. I want to leave my past behind and I think you could be my future. I'm done either tippy hoes. I want a rider.
with that she pushes me against the wall and we're in a tongue battle. u let her win and I feel something else besides lust. I feel like she really means what she says.
?? pov
So cyn fucking santana thinks she can just move on and forget about me and all of her other exes this hoe has had. ok. she'll learn soon. her and that ugly downgrade of a bitch. they're gonna regret the day they forgot who's the top bitch... me.....
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Keeping it cute for now. but expect drama sooner then later.
Comment opinions and questions you have. thanks babes
