I thought that things like this get better with time
But I still need you, why is that?
You're the only image in my mind
So I still see you... around
I miss you like everyday
Wanna be with you, but you're away
Said I miss you, missing you insane
But if I got with you, could it feel the same?
Words don't ever seem to come out right
But I still mean them, why is that?
It hurts my pride to tell you how I feel
But I still need to, why is that?
I miss you like everyday
Wanna be with you, but you're away
I said I miss you, missing you insane
But if I got with you, could it feel the same?
Erica Mena
I miss her . kehlani has always just been about the sex. Cyn was always there for me. she was there when I got the flu and threw up all over her. she didn't get mad or upset. she started laughing and nursed me back to health. and when she found out she had it the next day I was right there for her. we never left each other's sides. why did I break her like that ?
Onika Maraj
Cyn has been tossing and turning all night. she mumbles and whimpers like she's having a bad dream. I couldn't make out anything besides one word, "Erica". I didn't know how to feel or what to say. it immediately sent me into a fit of tears. maybe she misses her too much? will I ever be enough? No of course not onika, you're never enough for them. I couldn't handle it anymore. I climbed out of bed and grabbed my phone and keys. it was 1 o'clock. Bey should still be up. I got in my car and 3:14 am by jhene aiko began to play and I dung my heart out, feeling the pain of each lyric.
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"Bey can I talk to you"
"of course baby come in"
something about Bey just made it easy to come to her. we'd grown so close through making music together. she inspires me.
"Well I'm sure you know that I'm dating Cyn, she had been tossing all night and I heard her mumble erica's name. erica is her ex. she died and I don't know if I'll ever be enough or if she misses her too much.
Bey just listened to me and let me cry into her shoulder which was really all I needed. she rubbed circles in my back and I felt myself calming down and getting sleepy
"The guest room is all yours sweetie" she whispered to ms and I went upstairs and was knocked out. I'd deal with cyn in the morning.
okay I'm a very awful author. I keep saying I'm going to start writing again but I don't. I just have been having a really hard time and I couldn't think of a direction to go in. but I'm really going to dry and make these stories amazing for you guys, love camille💗
