Now That You're Back

Chapter 11

Harry's POV (Right when they got home from clubbing.)

I stormed out of the limo and straight into the house. I kicked my shoes off then went to the kitchen, searching for something to eat. I scanned the fridge and pulled out a yogurt. Turning to grab a spoon, I find Niall had walked into the kitchen too. Great. Anger floods through me as I stare at the boy who just kissed the girl I liked.

"Hey mate, you hungry too?" he says as if the past hours hadn't happened at all. I just grunted, giving him the sign to just leave me the hell alone.

"What happened with Lena tonight?" He asks.

"What do you mean what happened with Lena? You're the one snogging the girl I like. So you should know what happened Niall." I snap at the blonde boy.

"Well you're the one who asked her out on a date and didn't pay her any attention. Harry, Lena is a nice girl, that was her first date and you couldn't even treat her like she was important. She should've had a memorable night." Niall practically yelled at me. I flinch. Niall hardly ever yells when he's angry. But he had a point, I was a jackass. I should've told her how sexy she loked in that dress, I should've made her first date special, should've gotten her a drink and danced with her. Then at the end of the night, I should've kissed her, like I wanted to for the past two weeks. But instead, I let my hurt emotions get in the way. It shouldn't have mattered whether she liked me the same way I like her, I for once should've been the good guy and treated her like she was the only girl in the world. But I proved, once again, that I wasn't the good guy, I was the asshole who couldn't tell her she looked amazing in that dress. I was the prick who sat, on his phone and didn't pay the beautiful girl any attention. I didn't even get her a drink, instead I went and hooked up with not one girl but two girls. Neither of them were as pretty as Lena though.

Why couldn't I have been the one giving her attention like Niall did? Why couldn't I just be the good guy for once? Why couldn't I show her how much I liked her and persuade her that I was the guy she wanted to be her first everything? Why couldn't I just do one damn thing right?

"Oh Niall, I fucked up, didn't I?"

"Yeah, Haz, you did, but maybe you can prove to her you're better than this."

"But, Niall, what if I'm not better than this?"

"If you like her enough then change for her Haz."

"What if I cant change, Niall?"

"All you have to do is try, Harry. And if you like her enough, you will change."

With that, I walked upstairs in search of Lena. I cringed as I heard Louis' angry voice shout my name from the stairs. I turned around and waited outside my bedroom door for him.

The second Louis saw me he started to yell. I cringe as he yells at me the things I already hate myself for. I truly was a jackass, but hearing it from my best friend seemed even worse, even if I already told myself these things.

I wasn't shocked at how angry Lou was, but I was shocked when his fist my contact with my face. I wasn't even mad at him for hitting me, I deserved it. Hell, I deserved much worse for hurting his sister. After he punched me I was even more shocked to hear a gasp come from the end of the dark hallway.

Both our heads turn to see Lena standing at the end of the hall, her beautiful face streaked with black from her mascara was twisted in shock from Louis' punch. Even with her messy appearance, she still looked beautiful. I couldn't help but let my eyes wander over her tiny body. She was so different from any girl I'd ever taken an interest in. She hardly ever wore make up, apart from tonight, she had prominent cheek bones and the most beautiful pale eyes I'd ever witnessed. She definitely wasn't what guys considered as hot, but something about her made her the prettiest girl I'd ever seen.