Refraining Amnesia (ON-HOLD)

Refrain One:

"The world is cruel and dark", I said aloud as I read the epilogue of the book I was reading, "Stygian Enigma" is its title. Another story have passed but I'm still here left hanging while staring at the sunset.

Yes... It is getting dark... I'm here sitting on a wooden chair thinking, 'Where am I? What are they? And most importantly, who am I?'

This has been bothering me first thing in the morning and I'm afraid.. I'm afraid of those people..

A tear escaped from my eye without me knowing. They injected something on me and it was freaking painful that it made me want to just die the moment they left me here enduring the unbearable pain. I'm traumatized... I don't wanna see them again...

It is now very dark when I decided to take the dinner they served for me.. I can't still get over what happen and what really happen why I'm here with nothing to remember. I don't even know those guys, but they threatened me..

Threatened that if I leave here something bad will happen and they will multiply the pain they injected on me. I'm really confused..

The time to sleep came. This is also what I'm scared of... I'm afraid to fall asleep, no, scratch that, I'm afraid to wake up again remembering nothing. I'm afraid that another day will come and they'll do it on me again...

Injecting a syringe on me that made my world distorted and pitch-dark. It made me torpid as the pain fades away, putting me on a deep slumber with nothing to dream of. It was as if I was shut down and opened up again.

No, maybe I dreamed of something but I just can't remember it...

I was just staring at the white-colored ceiling when my eyes want to shut down, it was getting heavy and it was the sign for me to get a deep rest but before I could proceed to my repose, I wrote a letter..

A letter to be my sign that I live today or rather I existed from this going-to-be yesterday I can't remember.

There, I was eaten.. Eaten by the darkness that enveloped my whole being..

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