As the years went by I became comfortable in my little shell and the huge wall surrounding me, but these walls kept me restricted and brought many fears, and insecurities into my life ... I remember at the age of 11 I stopped eating, and hated taking pictures .... I felt very sad at times especially when I was at school .... Later on I decided that it was enough, feelings sorry for my self ... I had to change my point of view on things ... This sudden realization came after having read in my Bible, that each and every one of us is "wonderfully and fearfully made." I believed and meditatated on that verse and started living according to it.
It changed my whole outlook ,and I didn't feel so sad any more, I embraced how I looked and decided to except my flaws . This took time and time t, little by little. I felt really happy ... I always thought I needed some one, I always thought I needed a gardener to plant my seed, so it could grow, I was wrong because all along I was the gardener , and God had given me all the necessary fertilizeres,water and right amount of sun, to grow ... I just needed to take a step ahead, and ignore what all the other gardeners were saying, and just listen to God, because from long ago he had already made me qualified for the job... life's to short to care about what others think of you, although it might hurt, we should stay strong,and turn the other cheek, because at the end of the day although it might not seem like it, they will hurt even more ... I thank God, for having given me that sudden realization .....
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The life of a Silent Girl
Short StorySince she was a young Seed, walls had already been built around her... Not literal walls but walls like a bubble that refused to be popped you could say she felt safe under them....life built these walls around her without her consent or opinion...
