I have been holding back tears and today I realized something... I'm really short! I get made fun of by my family because I'm smaller than my little brother, my baby sister is slowly better bigger than me. I feel like if I don't get any taller. As if getting taller meant I was gonna die alone, like I wasn't pretty, and to me all of these I feel are true. So what do I do? I want to be taller, but its getting harder watch day to be me. I want to be cool, I want to feel perfect, but I feel like I'm no one cares.
Are you guys ever here?
I don't blame you if you left.
I would have left.
If you're are here I would like to thank you.
I know it seems like no one cares and if you are still here...why?
You're important, I'm not.
I'm here for no real reason.
I don't self harm, but i know it wouldn't help.
I don't want anyone to worry or have to care.
I already hate myself cause guys call me fat.
I feel fat!
Why am I fat?
Everyone said I'm Skinny,
"You're a toothpick!" They would say.
"You're not fat, but you're not Skinny either. You're 'healthy" my sister says.
"You got that gut, I'm skinnier than you." The guys would say.
"You're fat!" My brother would say.
I stopped eating alot... Why do people say these things? I believe I am fat, so why do they try? I gave my crush 11 reasons why no guy would love me...I think he gave a hit on something, but hey would cares what I think? No one! Not a soul! Why do people say what they say? Why do you care? I would like to thank the ones that do. I hope you all happy and successful lives.
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my book on life
Non-Fictionthis is just my book, when drama goes down I'll write. when I get board I'll write. songs will be written, either my own or by others.
