my book on life

in the beginning

I was almost a miscarriage. My mom didn't even know about me. Stress, smoking...they all made me almost nonexistent...
Then at the age of two my toes could touch my ankle, so I got braced. Leg brace's. I didn't sleep with my parents. My mom feared for my life...
And at age five my tralor was swept away by a tornado. So we lived with my dads friend.

I was force to date my friend and was happy...more or less, it was five years, but with it being kids it never ment a tying!

Soon we moved to Chatham, but in my aunts tralor, then we got a Wii. Soon after to Texas, and to a tall house. Then the house by it, but this is were my story goes really dark.

On my "ex's" b-day we played bar. We were all dancing and his 16 year old brother over two feet taller than me, now in the army, started kissing me and dirty dancing. I didn't like it. So his brother stole me back and then the 16 year old pushed me into bed where he put up my "office" and-sad but true- he tought me how to kiss! He said he was going to come while everyone was asleep. I got the small chair and he woke me up. Everyone truly was asleep. He told me not to scream cause he'd cover my mouth and nose so I couldn't breath...
So his brother woke up and didn't see us but watched the movie. My lips were on his, and he forced his tough in my mouth. He was stupid, and asked if "it" was in. I lied and said yes, he then forced me to gibe him oral. He soon left and I was left crying.
"Anna? Are you okay?" Hr asked.
"Yeah. Just a nightmare." I lied.
"Let's play video games, that should get your mind off of things." He smiled.
We played video games, but the memory haunts me.

So now you know my secret. You might think I'm crazy for not disobeying him, but this was almost 3 years ago. If I could go back, I would scream, but I'm not a Doctor.
I understand if you think I'm stupid, I get it, but say "I" if you read all of that.