Sometimes...

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Sometimes I wish that I had never fallen in love Lucy. Then I think about the good times we had together and her smile. That doesn't make the pain go away though. I don't think the pain I have will ever go away as long as she isn't with me. Maybe i'm being stupid and should just move on, but I don't think I ever will. Lucy was my first love, and age at 19 I guess I should remember our very good times laughing together then find another sweet girl. I'm young so I guess you would think it easy, but when you and your true love are 18, then one of you gets hit by some idiot running a red light. Well, it turns your world completely upside down. Even thinking about love turns into a sharp knife stabbing into your heart. Maybe if I hadn't loved Lucy I wouldn't be feeling this pain, but I think i'd rather have three great years of memories then never ever knowing or loving her. Judge me all you want, but I think love is worth it. even if it feels like it's going to kill you at times.


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