"You know I never thought I would fall in love... All of my life I felt like I was incapable of doing so. I would like guys here and there but only for a short amount of time I'd still stay with them though even after my attraction and like for them left. I just wanted to feel something you know, I wanted to feel... loved. Or at least liked a whole lot.
Don't get me wrong I'm not insecure but I've just always wanted to feel that special kind of love. The one that gives you butterflies when that special someone texts, or when you see them a smile automatically appears onto your face and I didn't have that... until I met her. She gave me everything I was looking for and when I say everything I mean everything.
I didn't plan on meeting her though, I didn't even plan on falling in love with her.. or hurting her, but I did. I did and I regret it everyday. I regret falling in love with her, and I also regret meeting her I regret I even knew that she existed.
I wish I never met her because if I didn't I wouldn't be feeling all of this pain that I am feeling right now, I'd be happy... and she'd still be here."
2 years ago...
"All around the world, girls, all around the world
This goes out to girls all around the world"
(I just want to be your man girl)
(So uh, gotta make you understand girl)
It's the way you flip your hair and those stylish clothes you wear
When you walk into the room, all my partners stopped and stared at you
But they just been the usual
It's the tattoo on your back and that brand new Louie bag
With them matchin' high heels; I can't help this girl's swag's the truth
And I just want to give her love, oh
Girl I, can't get you off my mind - you're like my favorite song (song)
Just want to turn you on, and work you all night long cause I (oh I)
I just want to be your man (I just wanna be your man)
"Good evening Hot Lanta, it's your boy ryan cameron from V-103 we are out here today at the hottest pool party of the summer hosted by non other than Rick Ross the boss. There are some fine ass ladies out here today and it's hot as hell so I'm about to jump in this pool with these ladies somebody take over for me. Peace!" I laughed at Ryan Cameron he's one of the funniest people on the radio to me besides Rickey Smiley.
"Ashanti girl let's get in the pool!" My sister Egypt said.
"Nah E I'm good." She shrugged and slowly walked to the entrance of the pool. I laid out on the chair in my white and gold bikini with these gorgeous wedges to match. I grabbed a drink from the caterer and slowly sipped on my drink while laying back. I put my gold and white sun glasses on my eyes and just observed this party it really was poppin'. This tall chocolate brother with tattoos on his muscular chest came and sat in the chair next to me.
"Would you like to get in the pool gorgeous?" He asked as a smile crept onto his full luscious lips. I pulled my sunglasses off of my face to reveal my brown eyes.
"No thank you." I replied.
"And why not?" He asked, ugh he's one of those dudes that won't let up even if you tell them no every girl knows a guy like this.
"I can't swim." He laughed, I raised my left eyebrow.
"What's so funny?" I asked.
"Well I'm just wondering sweetheart why are you at a pool party if you can't swim?"
"To look cute around the pool ." I shrugged and put my glasses back on my face.
He rolled his eyes and got up, I continued drinking my drink and curving guys all night.
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Loving Her (GirlXGirl)
Romance"You know I never thought I would fall in love... All of my life I felt like I was incapable of doing so. I would like guys here and there but only for a short amount of time I'd still stay with them though even after my attraction and like for them...
