knowing that someday i will want to show my entirety to one single person that i will care and love the most and value their opinion the most and worry about them and what they think of me the most.
thinking that i will fail because of the invisible marks you left on me when you choked me wit your arm and touched me. it was supposed to be special. you took away something good and made it bad.
when the person i love the most wants to be intimate with me i will have to explain my tears, my fears.
i wasn't good enough so you had to teach me a lesson?
i wasn't good enough so you had to show me?
the only thing i ever want to be lacking is the memories of you.
because it won't be considered a lack or a loss it would be a gain if i could forget what you did.
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Basically Poetry
PoetryWhy base your HAPPINESS On something that is potentially TEMPORARY That is like agreeing to DROWN When you know how to SWIM
