"He did WHAT!!"
Fathers voiced boomed, I know it was the right and wrong thing to do. It was the right thing to tell my dad about what David did. But I never wanted to get him in trouble. I still like, like him.
"How could he!!" "With all the people I had let you meet" "He thinks that he came, call my little girl a HOE!!"
I was sitting on my bed, listening to my dad, argue about what David did, I would have joined but I could feel the guiltiness eating me alive, I could feel my heart burn as it crumbles. The eyes hurt, its like a frozen lava lake, at any point of time it would crumble, or it will stay there strong and itchy on my eyes.
"I will kill him" "I will give him to hates" "Or, or, I could give him to the three headed dogs"
"Dad, I think you should stop" addu try to calm him down
"Why should I"
Addu points at me, I could see both eyes burning into my soul
"Oh" I could hear he's voice softens slowly but surely "Right, well, I'm going on my way" i could hear a not so loud bang, but lets call it normal close.
"Well, em, so do you want to talk about this?"
"Em, err, sure"
"I'm not used to this, but what do we do, do we like, get deep with this, or do you just want me here to me a living pillow" I let out a little giggle
"What ever suits you"
"That's the problem I don't know how" I let out another giggle
"Ok, tell my about crystal"
"Well there is not much to tell about each other, since I when out to fight, I had this vibe with one of my fellow soldiers, I joined a all men's army so I could not get to listen to makeup and everything think that. But I thought I was gay, cause I felt I had something with one of my teams mates. I got to "him" one day and asked to have a normal chat with him; we started to become mates that would die for each other. Then he told me that he was a woman. My heart just exploded. I knew I was in love, I was so glad that I wasn't falling in love with a dude, that would have been very weird" We start to laugh, he said every word with a very happy grin
"Do you love her?" Looking at him, happily to see him so happy
"You have no idea, I would die every time I see her smile" "She makes my day, a day that I want to be in"
"Well I wish I had that"
"You will some day" "It might be cause your not old enough, or cause maybe you need some more time to talk, cause its always the best to know the person before you go to 15 base"
We laugh together, I miss this, us just laughing about how we are able to connect, and maybe we are siblings in another. That is a dream I would like to be in
"Do you think you would be able to face David, without killing him?" I just look at him,
"What do you think?"
"Ok, ok, gees don't be such a party pooper" he laughs, with a smirk "I wonder what your dad, has done to David?"
Oh...........Right.........
"Yea, maybe the one, two"
"We both know he is just a bit to old for that"
"You never know? being Satan has his perks"
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"Remember when...." I say trying to keep my hopes up that he remembers
"Remember what?"
"When we were kids, and I was the princess in the castle and you were the handsome prince that came to try to get me out?"
"Well yea, what about it?"
"Do you think we could you know..."
"What??"
"Do that again?"
"Ok my princess, were would you like me to go?"