You’ve been gone for so long
So much, regrets for all the things we missed out on
When you call I really try to picture your face, but
It never seems to really work and I get more depressed and sad
I left in an early age; I don’t even know how it feels like to be loved by someone
Part of what I am today is shaped around you not being in my life.
Every night I stay up and think about you
Since you wasn’t there while I was growing up
I became so bitter, so sad, and so depressed
I might be smiling in the outside, but in the inside I’m dying a very slow death
I tend to push people away from me; I never learned to love people
You were never there to show me. But instead I grew up with a mean witch
That never showed any affection toward me.
I lay up at night thinking about you. Sometimes I even cry myself to sleep
Why life had to be so unfair?
Without you in my life
My life is nothing
I don’t have anyone to tell my problems to
I trust few people
Sometimes I feel like it’s me against this ugly world
Just know that my life would have been different if you played a part in it.
13 years is really a long time………………………
It feels like it been my whole life that I had spent a way from you
You’ve been gone for so long
