Bucky's Thoughts

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Bucky's POV

When Ash touched me it was like she was saving me from the winter.
She and Steve would be the ones to save me.
She would accept me for me.
She would look past the winter soldier.

"Bucky, come on let's go back to bed. You need sleep." Ash whispered to me.

I realized that I had been staring at her for quite awhile.

"Ohh uhh sorry, for um yeah. Uhh Steve can I talk to you?" I asked sheepishly.

"Sure Buck." he said tiredly.

He started walking upstairs and he gestured for me to follow.
I got up from this bar stool and shot a glance at Ash and she smiled at me. Then I looked at the others and they all looked so tired. How come Ash doesn't sleep?

I walked toward the steps and Steve was at the top waiting for me.
I followed him to his room.

"Somethin' wrong Buck?"
He asked me.

"Umm well, I don't know how to explain it very well but when I'm near Ash umm I get this weird feeling and I don't know what it is, do you know if what it is?" I said kinda awkwardly.
"Well Bucky it sounds like a crush."
"A what?" I asked confused.
"A crush Buck. It's natural. Or at least Tony says that it is. A crush is when you like someone more that a friend, brother, or sister. I think you have a crush on Ash!" he said giddily.
A crush.
I recognized the phrase but not really.
A crush.
I replayed it over and over again in my head.
"So do you think I "like" Ash?" I asked him.
"oh Bucky I know you like Ash."

Knock knock
There was a sound at the door that made me jump.
"Woah Bucky it's alright somebody's just knocking at the door."

"Its Ash! Can I come in?"
Steve looked at me as if asking for permission to let her in.
I shook my head yes.

"'Mon in Ash."

She walked in and sat beside me and I tensed up because I felt that weird feeling again. Why does she do this to me!?

Alright Buck calm down. It's just a girl. She's just some crush. What if she likes me too? What if she doesn't like me back!? GET AHOLD OF YOURSELF JAMES!!!
I thought to myself.

"You alright Bucky? You seamed upset earlier." she told me.

"Oh yeah I'm fine just tired I guess." I lied.

"Alright. I'm gonna go lie down. Night Steve, good night Buck." she said as she patted my back that sent a tingle down my spine.

After she left the room I let out a breath that I didn't know I was holding in.

"Yep. You got it bad Buck." Steve sighed.

Yeah real bad.
I thought to myself.

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