The beta, my mate

Chapter 7

Marie

After what seems like forever I am laying in a bed a real bed it's so fluffy like a cloud , his room is so gorgeous Sky Blues and whites make up the place. Across from the bed is a beautiful fireplace encased in cherry wood.

Ethan decided to take a shower so I'm just sitting here waiting for him to get out , fighting back and forth with myself as to whether or not to tell Ethan about them. I don't know how he will react to it and that's what scares me the most, what if he leaves?

I finally hear the water turn off next thing I know he comes out in just his towel, oh my god ! His 6'1 body is perfect muscles, rock hard abs, and those arms my lord he's just so yummy.
" You like what you see baby girl ?" He says while a grin on his face , well crap I've been caught, I can feel my cheeks turning red.
" I- I wasn't checking you out, I was just um ..." Before I could finish he came over and took me in his arms, "Marie you don't have to have a reason to look at me everything you see is already yours. Ok?" All I do I nod my head.

I guess now will be a good time to talk to him about them. " Ethan, I need to tell you something , and I understand that after I tell you if you don't want to be with me anymore," I can feel the tears forming in my eyes.
" There is nothing you can tell me that would make me want to leave you, I love you to much, I know we just found each other, but I'm already in love with you."
" Tell me that after I'm done telling you what I have to say, please I really like you Ethan, with that being said my past makes it hard for me to feel safe, and I want to be able to be safe with you."
He just looked at me with worry on his face, after he kissed my forehead, I pulled him on the bed with me while I told him about what happened.

" It all started when my parents took in two guys who had just moved to town, I didn't know why but I knew something was off about them, after a month my parents left me home alone with them, I was in my bed when I heard someone coming in my room so I pretended to be asleep, I could hear one telling the other that this was going to be easy and no one would know what happened to me, after one grabbed me I started kicking and screaming.
The next thing I remember is being locked in a cold dark room, you wouldn't believe how dark it was you couldn't even see you hand if it was right in front of your face, the only light I had was from the small crack under the door, they would beat me ever day asking about think I didn't understand, if I didn't give them what they wanted they would starve me for a week and when they did give me food it was barely enough to survive. I had no bed and had to sleep on the dirty floor, cause of that my wounds would get infected, but did they care no.
The day you found me I had stabbed one of them when they came in to rape me, it hadn't  been the first time but I couldn't take it anymore, so I took the knife out of his pants and stabbed him, after that I just ran and ran till I collapse apparently where you found me. So yeah that's what happened, do you hate me now knowing I'm not a virgin?"
After all the pain of telling home that, he wrapped me in his arms I could feel the tears running down my face.

"No, none of this is your fault, I'm so sorry angel, how old were you when they took you?" 
" I was 10 when they took me, I'm 18 now." 
The look of shock of his face said it all, I could see the pain in his eyes.
After all this he just held me and told me he loved me, that nothing would happen to me as long as he was alive. Finally sleep consumed my body.

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