My Mates

Chap 7

I walk out from the room I took a nap in. And find Ana just out there.
"Hey, Ana". She get startled by my voice. She was facing the look through mirror of the store.
"Hey, Emma. Feeling good? Ya need something?" She asks very politely.

You have time for that later get on with your questions.

"Yeah, yeah. Fine Master".

"So I wanted to ask you something. Well if you don't mind". I was trying to be polite too.

"Ask away. Anything. Oh! I literally forgot to tell you about you". And again she starts laughing then reality hits her maybe and she tries to compose herself.

"Sorry Emma. It was funny don't you think". I smile at her I really think it was funny and laugh a little. Now she is the one smiling.

"So you know your name, Emmaline Fox well now only Emmaline I know your full name." And she's looking at me expectantly. I know she wants me to ask her more.

So I ask her just what's nagging me from that night.
"Ana, who's that guy?". I realize she doesn't know about whom I'm talking here.

"He... He was Mark. Mark Fox our packs Alpha". I look at her stunned not because she knew about whom I was asking. But his last name is, well.. was Fox. My last name is..was.. according to Ana, Fox which means....?

"Yes he was your husband. I know it's too much to take in at the moment you'll get everything straight I trust you. Emma you'll be fine".
She cuts me off of my reverie. God she knows everything about me.

Focus.. its important.

And I feel it.
Ana's looking at me warily. She's waiting for me to answer or say something. I want to but I just can't find appropriate words that can define what I feel.

"Husband". My voice comes out in a squeak but like a whisper.
I clear my throat and speak with confidence this time I square my shoulders I'm ready for this. It's important.

"Husband, how? When, I mean I don't remember any of that. Is that even possible. Hell! I can't remember if I was born". I strangle a sigh out of my mouth. And try to remember that it's whatever the thing is it is very important.

"I can tell you later. I don't know if you can take all of it. It's really a long long story. I understand you feel sleepy alot it's all a part of what has happened and what's going to in the future" she leans forward and squeezes my knee lightly. With that she gets off the cushion and with a quick glance at me she walks out leaving me with my own self.

I just nod. Ok I know how much I think I am ready I'm not. Really I need to process all this info I just got.

My mind is buzzing with anxiety or what I don't know. It's hard to just accept something so new but oh so old. It all has been with me from my very beginning. And I'm sure there's lot more.