Eren's POV:
Levi and I were going out with some of our friends tonight we were going to a whole in the wall hippie type of bar. It would be nice to have a few drinks with some friends but I'm worried about Levi. He hasn't had any acholic beverage in two years not even wine when we go out to dinner.
"Levi are you sure you want to I mean I don't want to pressure you into drinking or anything."
"Eren I'll be fine there's no need for you to worry I won't even be drinking." he kisses my forehead.
"Alright." we get out of the car and walk in greeted by a loud Hanji and the rest of the group.
"Well isn't this nice all of us together again." Krista said as she took a sip of whatever was in her cup. I took a sip of my beer and Levi got a ginger ale. Suddenly my phone rang it was Mr. Dalen from next door. He was a queit old man and only ever talked a few times but he was very kind.
"Hello Mr. Dalen how may I help you."
"F-Fire there's a fire!"
"Fire where?!"
"Your house it's in fire!"
"Oh my god!" I hung up the phone.
"Eren whats wrong?"Levi asked in concern tears already in my eyes.
"The house is on fire we have to go!" Levi and I ran out of the bar and got in the car. When we reached the house it was in flames. Police and firemen were outside. I jumped out and ran towards the house. A policeman stopped me.
"No! Let me through my babies are in there!!" I was shaking and crying and screaming. Then I saw a fireman come our of the house with two blanketed beings. I stood shocked for a moment but quickly came to my senses. I ran over to the fireman who was holding my children.
"Are they okay?! Are my children okay?!"I yelled at him
"Sir..I-I'm sorry..the smoke must hqve caused severe lung damage.." my knees buckled I was on the ground sobbing hitting the ground and screaming.
"No!no no no no no no no!!" I felt myself getting lifted off the ground I looked and it was Levi tears leaving his eyes he picked me up bridal style and walked me back towards the car. I cried into his chest until he used a free hand and opened the car door and placed me in the passenger seat. I was still crying. I was crying so hard that i blacked out.
-------hours later-------
I woke up in a strange room I'm guessing we're in a motel. I got up and went into the bathroom and looked in the mirror and tears welled up in my eyes.
"It's all my fault." I half whispered to myself. Then I heard a door slam close.
"Eren?!" Levi sounded angry did he drink alcohol perhaps.
"I-I'm in the b-bathroom.." I saw him with a pissed off expression. He had been drinking..and he's an angry drunk I knew what was happening or going to happen. Although I deserved this I deserved the pain. Losing our children. I definitely derserve this. I walked out of the bathroom and stood infront of him.
"Go ahead. Do it."
"Do what?"
"Hit me."
"What? Eren I'm not going to hit you." i look up at him in shock.
"I promised never to physically hurt you on our wedding day. I'm not gonna hit you."
"But I deserve it..i-it's all my fault..Levi It's all my fault."
"Eren what are you talking about?"
"The kids it's all my fault.."
"Eren we don't have kids what are you talking about?"
"Sid and Ty. The twin boys I gave birth to."
"Eren we don't have kids."
Oooooooh cliffhanger!!! What? No kids!! Soo what really happened at the end of the first book? Duhn duhn duuuuuhhnnn!!!!
