Scars and Love

Part 2

Scars & Love - Part 2

Emily's POV

Zayn is coming over tonight when i'm alone so we can talk and maybe watch a couple of movies. My aunt is working late and my brother is out partying. I clearly thought wrong of Zayn. He's a really nice guy when you first get to know him.

I need to clean my room as fast as possible so Zayn won't find my bloody towels and sheets. It would just freak him out... I put on some new sheets and put the old ones in the washer along with the towels. The next thing i do is to hide all the things i cut with: Razor-blades, knifes, scissors, needles and a sharp piece of glass. I throw them all into a old purse and throw it in the back of my closet. The last thing i gotta do is to hide all my teddies, because he is a bad-boy.

I put on some black jeans along with a tight, pink tank-top. My hair is loose and i have nude make-up on... Now i just have to wait for the bad-boy.

*one hour later*

The door is knocking and i run down from my bedroom and downstairs to open the front door. There's Zayn smiling down at me. "Hey, come in" I say and try hard not to blush. He walks in. "So?" He says and stare down at the floor awkwardly. "Erm... How do you feel about movies and popcorn?" I ask him and look down at the ground as well. "Cool" He says and smile. "Ok... Just wait upstairs in my room and pic a movie while i take care of the popcorn" I say and walk to the kitchen. "Cool" He says again and walk upstairs. I put the popcorn in the microwave and wait for some minutes.

*5 minutes later*

I grab the soda, a couple of cups and the popcorn before i walk upstairs and into my bedroom. We lie down at my bed and i put the popcorn between us. "Which movie did you pick?" I ask him and try not to blush by his beautiful eyes. "I didn't actually pic a movie, i picked 'The Big Bang Theory'." He says and wait for approval. "Sounds amazing" I say and give him a cute smile, but inside i am afraid. Now he's going to see my ugly-laughter when sheldon does something funny. Crap.

We start looking at one episode and we're laughing and having fun. Zayn is a funny guy with a good taste of humor. I can't believe he's been hiding this part of himself.

As soon as we get a bit tired, we decide to turn the TV off and talk. I put the popcorn bowl on the floor and look at Zayn. "How are you doing?" He asks me and search my face. "Fine" I say and lie down on my back to look up at the ceiling. Then all suddenly i see Zayn's face and i can feel his entire bodyweight on top of me. "Zayn, what are you doing?" I say giggly and try to get him of me. He smirks. "Kissing you" He says and slowly kiss down my neck. I know that he is trying to find my sweet-spot and he succeeds as a moan fly out of my moth.

"You have a very sexy moan there, Emily" He says as he's lips kiss my jaw line. I start to breathe heavily and so does Zayn. Zayn takes my top off and slowly kiss down my scarred stomach. I moan even louder as Zayn's lips travel down to the hem of my jeans. I need friction and i need it badly. "Zayn" I moan and He takes his sweater off and i can finally see his toned abs. "Zayn stars to suck on my sweet-spot and i moan loudly as he leaves a love-bite.

As soon as i realize were this is going, i get afraid and my hearts pounding like crazy. "Zayn... I'm a virgin" I say and look away, afraid to meet his eyes again. "I'm glad you told me" He says and kiss my lips. "So... It's ok?" I ask shyly. "Of course" He says and kiss my cheek before he lies down beside me. "Are you a virgin?" I ask him curiously. "No" He says quickly. "Can you maybe... teach me?" I ask and bite my lower lip. Zayn gets a smirk on his face. "About sex?" He asks softly and lick his lips. I just nod and get closer to him. "Learning the virgin about sex?... Deal" He says and shakes my hand while i giggle a bit. "So should we start?" I ask all horned up. "One step at the time, babe" He says and get on top of me.

"What is the first step?" I ask and smirk at him. "Kissing" He says and kiss down my stomach again. "Teasing as well" He says as he starts to take my jeans off, then he gasps, but he doesn't say anything. His eyes are staring at my scars and at my wounds. My thighs are covered in them. Zayn tries to keep cool and kiss my scars softly. "You're beautiful" He whispers against them and pull my jeans completely off. "I thought you said kissing" I ask and smirk at him. "You can kiss the entire body" He reminds me and takes his jeans off as well. He's wearing black Calvin Klein boxers. "Can we add touching ass well?" I ask and bite my lip. "Kissing, Teasing and touching... That's it" Zayn says and we start to make out. I moan a couple of times, which makes Zayn hard. As Zayn kisses my neck i trail my hand down to meet his bulge. Zayn moans, something that is the hottest thing i've ever heard. I rub it a bit. "Fuck" He moans and his eyes get lustful.

I take my hand away and put it on Zayn's back. "Fucking teasing" He says and smirk. I'm about to kiss Zayn's neck, but then he suddenly put a finger at my clit down my panties. I moan the loudest moan so far and dig my nails into Zayn's back. "You like that, huh?" Zayn says and start kissing my sweet spot with his hand still rubbing my clit. Then he suddenly takes it away. "more" i whine, but Zayn just shakes his head and chuckle. I hate teasing. I wrap my legs around Zayn to pull him in closer, because i need friction. As soon as our 'private parts' meet each other, we both freeze. We are so close, yet so far. We look at each other for a while, knowing that what we both wanted to do was to have sex.

Zayn suddenly flips me over so that i'm on top. "Tease me" He says and bite his lower lip. I smirk and go down to his boxers. I softly and carefully kiss along the hem, but then i go further down. His boxers is the only thing that is between me and his bulge. I keep kissing as i hear Zayn moan. "Keep doing what you do" He says and fist the sheets under him. I kiss the head and Zayn moans loudly. Then i go back up to him and kiss his lips. "Sit down" He commands. I do as he says and i can feel his bulge under me. "It's late" I say and get of him. "Tease" He says and get up as well. "So... We're continuing tomorrow, right?" I ask him as i put a t-shirt on. "Of corse" He says and kiss my lips.

(A.N)

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