Hey everyone... So I don't think I am going to be leaving wattpad for a while. Im sorry but things are getting bad... They are getting so bad... I stopped taking my medication and I am to afraid to tell anyone about it. I haven't been eating or sleeping. All of my friends are pushing me away... I knew it would happen, I knew they would get bored of me, they never really cared, but I never expected it to hurt so bad... I keep slipping into a headspace where I do things I shouldn't. Nothing to bad so don't worry, I don't drink or do drugs. I just cut sometimes... A lot... I don't know why and I hate myself for it but it's all that helps and I am so scared one day I am going to take it to far... And once you do there isn't any going back. I already tried to... Let myself go... Again... So I am leaving to get help.
I will get back to my storys here eventually but right now I need to focus on other things. Like getting better before I am to far gone. I hope you all understand. And I am sorry again.
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Wake me up when it's all over (up for Adoption)
FanficMark finds out he has developed cancer but is to scared to tell his fans. But worse, he is to scared to tell his friends. But sometimes it is best for you to tell someone something instead of them finding out on their own. 3-5 part story
