P.S. I love Marcel

Chpt. 11

Bethany's POV

It was the morning after my kiss with Marcel, and I still couldn't get over how he left. He kissed me. He actually KISSED me! Finally, took him long enough. But then he just, well, left. Got up and left me. It just makes me wonder what happened and if maybe, I did something. Did I say something weird, did I do it- er, wrong? Well no, I probably didn't do it wrong since I've had experience with Seth- ugh Seth- but I mean, what happened? Oh whatever, I should just be direct, honest, and text him. What's the worst that can happen?

Marcel's POV

I still cannot get over how Liam did not support me and Beth. I relied on him to be the easiest one to convince we were a good pair! And he just let me down. I mean, I could talk to Niall, but I really was hoping I could have been able to talk to Liam about this. But whatever. He probably just had his own stuff going on, obviously, or else he wouldn't have been so grumpy.

Oh wait, Beth! I have to explain myself and apologize to Beth! Oh shite. She must hate me right about now. Ugh shite shite shite. What are you doing Marcel?! Just text the girl already!

Bethany's POV

Just as I was about to hit send on my message to Marcel, a large chime emitted from my phone, saying that I got a text from him. Wait what? Oh gosh. What could he have possibly said?

It read:

Hey Beth. I just wanted to apologize for the rude way I left yesterday. I had made plans to meet up with someone and I was about to be late and I had to leave as quickly as possible.

Er, that's not to say that my plans with them were more important than our plans. I just mean that- um, let me start over.

I'm sorry Beth, I really am. I felt so great after our kiss and then I just felt utterly terrible about the way I left right after. I was nervous and I hadn't known whether you actually liked the kiss, well I know I did, wait that sounds creepy. I'm just trying to say that I would like to see you soon, if that's okay with you, to make up for our lost time. Please? Sorry again Beth.

Sincerest apologies, Marcel

Gosh, he's awkward. Ugh but it's so adorable. Of course I forgive him, how could I not? I just hope it's not weird when we meet up. Even after all he said to me yesterday with the kiss, I still can't help but think he didn't actually mean it and if it was a spur of the moment thing. I mean, I know I feel that way, but does he? I don't know why anyone could feel that way about me, I mean look at him, and then look at me. He could just be lying to make me feel better. I'm unlovable and that's the truth. Even if our relationship does go somewhere, he'd never love me the way I'd love him. And that truly scares me.

Marcel's POV

Beth just texted me back, gosh I hope she's not too mad.

It read:

Hey Marcel! Of course I forgive you, and trust me, I understand. I also felt great after the kiss and I did like it. And yes, I would love to meet up. Central Park, by the Big Rock at 6 o'clock tonight? Let me know.

xoxo, Beth

Oh thank God she's not mad. Wait, she liked the kiss? Could she possibly feel the same way I feel about her? Wait, who are you kidding Marcel. She's Bethany. She could never like me the same way I like her. Well, at least there's hope.

Bethany's POV

Marcel texted back:

That sounds perfect. See you then beautiful.
-Marcel

My heart fluttered.
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It was already 4:30 pm and I still wasn't ready. I spent the day watching Netflix in my room- mainly catching up on The Vampire Diaries- and I have literally eaten nothing except Doritos. And cookies. And maybe pizza. And maybe a burger and fries along with that. Okay okay, I basically pigged out all day and now I'm bloated and feel heavy and am in no mood for Marcel to see me like this. Ughhh why do I always do this to myself.

I stepped into my bathroom to take a quick, hot shower and wash my hair. Lately I've been washing my hair with this new Pantene line and I cannot express how grateful I am for all the good hair days I've been having. I stepped out of the shower and brushed my teeth in the process. For the meet up with Marcel, I wore my pastel pink skinny jeans, black fur sweatshirt, black oxfords and my black choker with a ying yang pendant. I curled my hair into loose beach waves, put on black winged eyeliner, and a normal tinted lip balm. Just in case, you know ;). Anyway, I'm getting carried anyway. I don't even know if we'd kiss again.
I stepped out of my house, not knowing at all what to expect.

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