Creepers and Hugs (A House_Owner Fan fiction)

Chapter 3

Julia's Point of View:

When I woke up, my knuckles were covered in dried blood, and drool had somehow managed to cover my entire face.  I pushed myself up from the floor and looked at the time.  It was about 6, which meant that I had spent a good three hours sleeping on the floor.

Why did I even get so emotional at not winning? I did put a lot of time and money into that video, so that could have been it. But for some reason, that didn't feel like the only reason I freaked out. I shrugged off the feeling, and went into my bathroom. I grabbed a towel, and wiped the drool off my face. Once I finished cleaning off the drool, I grabbed another towel, soaked it, and started to clean off my hands. I winced as I rubbed the small cuts and rashes. Next time, I'll make sure to wear to put on my gloves, I thought.

By the time I had finished cleaning everything off, I was exhausted. I lazily got dressed into some pajamas, and jumped into bed. As soon as my head hit the pillow, I was out.

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I woke up, again, and looked at the time.
7:00 a.m.? I need to get to work! I jump out of bed, and started recording and editing some videos. By the time I was done, it was noon, which is when I usually upload my videos. I started uploading a hide and seek that I had played yesterday, and went onto my phone while it was uploading. I checked the comments on my video for the Sky Media Contest. I was scrolling through the comments, most of them just saying that I deserved to win the competition, and that they were sorry that I didn't, when one caught my attention. I was from a random person who I had never seen in my comments section, and it was literally as long as an essay. Basically, the main idea of it was that I suck, and I should kill myself. Normally, these kinds of comments didn't bother me, but this one really hit a sore spot. Maybe it was because it was I thought that my idols, who are Sky, JinBop, Barney, and Ross, didn't think that I was good enough to win the Sky Media Contest.  Maybe today was just a really bad, or I was just really emotional, but I almost started to cry. I managed to hold it in, but I knew I would cry if I couldn't calm myself down.

I went into my bathroom, hoping that a shower would help me relax, when I saw the old razor on the shelf above the toilet. I don't know why I didn't throw it away when I moved in, or at least hid it, but I just left it on a shelf, in all of its bloody glory. It had been since high school since I used it, but right now, I felt really tempted to do it again. It did help me calm down then... , I shook my head, ridding my brain of the thoughts. I promised myself that I wouldn't let people get under my skin ever again, and I needed to try and keep that promise. I at least owed my body that.

I quickly walked away from the shelf, and turned on the shower. Once the water was hot enough, I took off my clothes, and stepped in.  The shower helped me relax, like I thought it would, but I still couldn't forget about that comment.

Once I was done with the shower, I turned off the water, and wrapped myself in a towel.  I got out of the bathroom as quickly as possible, then went to my closet to chose an outfit.  I grabbed a pair of sweatpants and a loose black shirt.  After I had gotten some clothes on, I went to my car, and drove to the nearest Walmart.

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A/N:

Hey guys, I know it's short, but my computer is being wonky so I couldn't write as much as I usually do.  Anyways, I hope you guys enjoy!  Author out, peace!

~Meow :3