Mommy The Sweetest Name She Ever Called Me

Will I Still Be Your Baby Girl?

Weeks went by as Janice's health began to improve meaning the car accident injuries not pregnancy wise. She went home after a couple days in the hospital to rest up. Everyone was so happy to see her back and hear of the wonderful baby news. Get Well Cards Gift baskets with her favourite beauty products and food along with early baby gifts from Miss Piggy who insisted once the twins were born for them to call her Auntie Piggy which Janice wasn't so sure about that. She also began starting to notice Kylie acting strange and out of her usual bubbly self when talk of the babies were mentioned In front of her especially when she was at home caring for her when she was stuck at home with the stupid pregnancy sickness and helping her out with things she could not do and keeping her comfortable as possible.She hoped everything was ok with Kylie. Janice hated not being up on the stage with the guys as often because of it it was nice that they had Chay a sub guitarist that Dr Teeth knew so it wasn't like they were without a lead guitarist. But there was certain keys, tricks and unique ability that Janice had and did that he had not that made them not sound the same.
Poor Janice lie on the couch wearing her track sweats and one of Floyd's flannel tops with a hot water bottle on her lower back her hand on her tummy while on her phone where she felt pressure right in her bladder.
"Like you girls sure don't make this easy now do you?" Janice Moaned and chuckled at the same time. "Kylie?"

"Hmm?"

"Could you mind getting me my maternity belt?"

"Okay.." Kylie made her way from the kitchen with it in her hand giving it to Janice as she slipped on underneath.

"Like the twins have been pushing against my bladder and really hate getting up and using the bathroom every hour" Janice said trying to make conversation with Kylie who was acting quiet again lately when it was the two of them alone.

"Oh"

Janice sighed she really missed having girl talks with her. They would stay up late having heart to hearts about their pasts,life and well boys. Janice would crawl into bed with her Kylie's head would be on her shoulder and legs nestled in her lap while she played with her hair and massaged her feet legs and back while they would talk.

"Kylie can we talk?" Janice asked moving over coaxing Kylie to sit with her.

"I guess" Kylie said as she sat down.

"Like I've been getting the feeling lately ever since the accident you've been seeming rully uneasy or like depressed..there something you want to discuss?" Janice said.
Kylie hung her head trying to hide her face knowing full well Janice was catching on to her feeling of fear of abandonment.

"I know you're upset sweetie it's a matter of finding out why that is. Like is there something you want me to know? You know you can talk to me I promise I won't get mad or think you're crazy"
Janice reached over to place her hand on the back of Kylie's neck rubbing her fingers back and forth which always calmed her anxiety down.

"Promise?" Kylie asked

"Promise!"

Kylie sighed as she felt herself choke up a cry as Janice put an arm around her shoulders.

"I-I'm really happy you guys are having babies no doubt but it's just I-" Kylie started to sob

"Just what?" Asked Janice moving her hand from her neck to on her cheek wiping tears streaming down her face.

"Like you guys have forgotten or are going to not consider me your girl anymore once the twins are born because I ain't even your flesh and blood like they will be!"
Kylie began to cry violently shaking having flashbacks of when she was kicked out the first time. Janice shook her head tears welled up in her eyes now as she grabbed hold of Kylie hugging her tightly like crazy as she sobbed and sobbed in her neck as she was rocking her like a baby she was practically like just as vulnerable as one.

"Oh that hurts my heart what on earth would make you think like that?" Janice cried laying a hand on the back of her head.

"It's happened before even my real parents don't give a damn what happens to me!" Kylie cried.

"Baby listen to me! Floyd and I are not like your blood parents ok? If you could practically call them parents at all. What they had done to you is completely awful and not what a family is. It's not about who gave birth to you and made you being a family means providing for ,taking care of and loving each other. Tell me who chose to shelter you in their home?"

"Well you guys did-"

"Who holds you in their arms when you have anxiety attacks?"

"You and Floyd"

"Who fed and clothed you?"

"You guys"

" Ya see In that way you are my flesh and blood because you may have not grown in my womb but you grew in my heart. You should feel special Kylie, we picked you up off the streets not cuz we had to but because WE WANTED YOU!"

Kylie sobbed hearing this and hugged Janice clinging to her

"And I thank God every day for you guys!"

"Oh honey don't cry we would never ever forget about our other daughter you are still our baby girl our first one!"
Janice cried with her rubbing her back as Kylie whimpered.

"I love you mama Jan!" Kylie cried out into her shoulder

"I love you too and don't ever forget that or think you're not our daughter because you are no DNA can prove a mother and fathers love!" Janice pressed her large lips on her forehead kissing her gently as she held Kylie against as if she was trying to protect her from the pain and cruelness in the world. She Just wanted to take all the pain in Kylie's heart and get it given to her instead. The bond and attachment she felt toward her was stronger then steel.