Diary of a Crestfallen Wench

Chapter 2

WARNING: Medyo SPG. Mwehehe

Mercy's POV:

"Wtf Mark?! Ano yan?!" Goddamnit! Iyak na ako nang iyak sa gitna ng quadrangle!

What did I just saw?! I JUST saw my BOYFRIEND clinging with another slut. Sakit no? Mas masakit pag harap harapan mo silang nakikitang nakikipaglandian.

"B-babe.. I can explain.." Tangina neto, paexplain explain pang nalalaman! Nakakahiya na. Ang daming tao sa paligid namin. Mga echusero't echusera.

"Explain? Explain my ass." Then I ran as fast as I could. Ewan ko kung san ako dadalhin ng mga paa ko. Basta ang alam ko, sobrang sakit. Imagine niyo nalang yung pizza niyo na punong puno ng cheese nahulog. Ang sakit diba?!!

"I hate myself.. I'm never enough. Goddamnit." Hawak hawak ko nalang ang tuhod ko. Sobrang sakit. Nasaan ako? Well, nasa rooftop ako. Ako at si Mark lang ang may alam sa place na 'to since eto yung niregalo sakin ni Mark noong 12th monthsary namin. He bought our school's property, just for me..

Then shoot! Biglang umulan. Natuwa pa nga ako eh, I love the rain so much. Yung tipong pati yung langit sinasabayan ka sa kadramahan mo sa buhay.

"Babe.." Fck, i heard Mark's voice. Alam na alam niya talaga kung saan ako matatagpuan pag down na down na ako.. He wrapped his arms around me that made me cry even harder.

"I'm sorry for being an asshole. Forgive me?" Pero shit, hindi yun ganun kadaling patawarin. Ang taas ng pride ko ngayon. Tipong mas mataas pa sa eiffel tower.

I turned and looked at him. "Mark, sa tingin mo magpapakatanga pa ako sayo? Ayoko na. Pagod na ako. You knew I'm capable of doing shit to myself whenever I feel depressed because it's the only option I have. It's the only thing that makes me relieved, my fucking escape. But what did you do?!" Tears began running down my face. The place was full of anger and pain.. It hurts, so much. "Akala ko ikaw na yung wonderwall ko. Akala ko ikaw na yung magliligtas sakin sa miserableng buhay ko. Pero hindi eh! Sinira mo!" Pinagsusuntok ko na ang dibdib niya. Tahimik lang siya dun. Halatang nagpipigil sa pag-iyak. "Akala mo ba hindi ko alam? Mark, alam ko lahat! Alam kong nambababae ka. Simula't sapul pa lang alam ko na eh. Alam kong bago palang maging tayo may kaMU ka na. Pero ano? Wala eh. Mahal kita eh.. Pero tangina naman Mark! You took me for granted!" Then hindi ko na kinaya.. I broke down. It felt like my whole world collapsed. I'm suffocating.. It felt like my lungs are bursting out of my chest.

"Oo, Mercy. Hindi naman kita gaanong minahal eh. Oo, niloko lang kita! Sino ba naman ang magmamahal sa babaeng puro laslas ang nasa isip? Sa tingin mo ba may magmamahal pa sayo, ha?!" Those. Words. Felt. Like. Knives. Stabbing. My. Broken. Heart.

"Oo, may magmamahal pa sakanya. Kahit na naglalaslas siya. Oo may magmamahal pa sakanya at AKO YUN." Sabay kaming napalingon sa lalaking nagsalita.. Damn.

Hell Andrew Sandford.. Are you my wonderwall?

"Pare, stay out of this. Wag kang epal." Sigaw naman ni Mark sakanya at tinulak siya marahil..

Kitang kita ko ang galit sa mata ni Hell. Sht, is this really him? Oh Hell. Crush na crush ko si Hell noong second year pa lamang ako. Pano ba naman? Napaka gwapong nilalang! Every girl dreamt of a boyfriend like him. But I remained faithful to my boyfriend-- I mean my EX boyfriend.

"Baby, let's go home na. I'll take you to my condo. Let's just rest." Then everything went black.

Hell Andrew's POV:

What did I just do?! I loved seeing girls in pain but what did I do? Damn this girl..

Hindi ko rin alam kung bakit ko siya dinala sa condo ko. Laking gulat ko nga nung bigla siyang nawalan ng malay nung sinabi kong pupunta kami sa condo ko. Halata kasing pagod na pagod siya eh.. Baka kinilig.

Tiningnan ko lang siya. Basang basa yung mata niya.. Halatang nasaktan siya ng sobra. Tangina mo Mark Angelo! Sinayang mo 'tong anghel na 'to!

Tiningnan ko rin yung mukha hanggang paa ni Mercy. She's hella sexy. Wait, what?! Oh no.

Lumapit ako kay Mercy. Or should I just call her Gelly? Haha that's cute. I traced her face.. Just like her name Angelica, so angelic. Napaka ganda niya shet. Kung tutuusin siya nga lang ang babaeng dinala ko dito sa condo ko eh. Maski si Margarette hindi ko pa dinala dito..

Wala pa palang kumot si Mercy. Damn, nakikita ko yung shorts niya sa maiksi niyang skirt!! Shit bigla kong naramdaman na uminit yung place.. Oh noooo! I started to kiss her forehead down to her cheeks. Nakatingin lang ako sa lips niyang natural na mapula.. I've been longing for this! Kiniss ko yun nang bigla siyang nagising.

"Mark? I love you Mark.. Gawin mo na lahat saakin please.. Wag mo lang akong iwan.." Ouch. Akala niya ako si Mark. But who cares? I'm Hell Andrew Sandford and I get everything I want.

We started kissing each other. She's a great kisser! Lucky Mark. Kinarga ko siya then I leaned her to the wall. Napahawak siya sa saakin. She wrapped her arms around me then kissed me like crazy. Uh-oh! I can feel my boner down there. Pero kailangan ko magpigil.

I started to kiss her down to her neck. Damn those sexy collar bones! I kissed her neck so hard she started to moan. Huge turn on, baby.

"Hell? Hell, please help me forget. Help me move on." Yun lang ang sinabi niya sakin.

"It's a pleasure to be a rebound, Mercy Angelica Ford." I said as I held her and let her sleep in my arms.

You'll be mine, baby.. I won't ever hurt you.